After knowing the reason su xing don't know what to say having demerit in student file is very bad for any person they cannot be easily erase if it was a normal person his life will be half over already even if that person is study well he can only enter third rated company in future .
Su xing can only find relief because he know ye jinzhi as future villain his talent and abilities are all excellent, after participate in some International competitions like math and other subject maybe he can make a for it but this thing still far from the present he should think what to do now .
Su xing thought the saying is true that tragedys create villain su xing can feel how many hardship ye jinzhi had to face to live even As a orphan in his past life su xing had many people that supported him mentally and financially but ye jinzhi had no one a 14 year old boy facing all the Storms and waves all alone . But maybe he can support him .
Su xing wrote :if you would not mind I can sponsore you with your study till college.
su xing was very anxious waiting to know ye jinzhi answer he was looking at ye jinzhiface without blinking.
After reading the word ridicule flash in ye jinzhi eyes as he thought su xing also like the other he pitying him maybe like others he also ridicueling him in his heart so ye jinzhi answer in a cold voice " I don't need someone charity after all there's no telling when people stop doing the charity I don't want to continue to live in people pity forever .
Su xing could see a cold fire burning in ye jinzhi eyes that was full of rebellious spirit to destroy every difficulty in his path and live on his on power, to never let anyone take control of his life .
Even if ye jinzhi can't see him su xing can feel
His cold gaze telling him he did't need his pity and also to stay away from his matters in future.
Su xing felt this kind of gaze familiar like someone has also look at him like this before
, ha.. He remember now in his past life he meet a kid who has very similar circumstances to the villain in the story .
In su xing previous life a incident happened that he regret very much from when su xing was 15 years old about to enter the prestigious private High school by scholarship that he has work hard on for a long time everything was going well the private school was going to cover all his study expense .
but before 2 weeks high School about to start they said they cannot cover the food expense he had to fill the meal card with his own money .
That was a big problem for su xing . He didn't had that much money even there cheapest meals for a year was too expensive for him . That's school did not allow it's students to work part time jobs or to get meal form outside.
Su xing end of his rope no way out insight it's when the orphanage director said he will cover his meal expense . Su xing felt very bad that money was from the orphanages emergency fund .
they were using the orphanages fund for his own interest this did not sit right with him but orphanages director said this money also for their Orphan children growth so investing it in his study was not a bad thing as he was the most promising student of the orphanages .
Su xing did said to orphanage director not to do this he will communicate with the school for a compromise .
But director said it was fine the orphanage get too much donation this new year they had sufficient amount of money to run the orphanage for a year without problem .
After calculating the expense for all his Orphan siblings su xing confirm that this amount was sufficient they will not have any shortage of food and clothing because of him only then he agreed to orphanage director decision to pay his meal card .
Su xing know he cannot make excessive demands on the high school before making some achievements there . in summer vacation he can take some part time jobs to make a for the money in orphanage.
But he regret it a week later .
A week later a called came to there orphanage
From District office that 6 orphan was living in abundant house doing some legal activities like stealing or begging on the streets . The district office Wanted the orphanage director to take this kid in their orphanage but kids didn't agreeing to move there.
Our orphanage director and the district office staff try to convince them many times but they were fearful of adult and were very guarded against them .
They kids were from neighbouring government orphanage where their director is very corrupt he abuse the kids very badly there so the kids run away from there and start living here in this town .
orphanage director tell me about this matter and ask me to assure the kids that our orphanage adults were good people and this is a safe place to live .
I agree without thinking much about this matter the kids need a place to live they cannot always wonder round streets for a living there's all kind of danger thereThey are ignorant of .
So next day the orphanage director take me to meet with them so i can convince them to come to our orphanage.
He taken me to the abundant house they live I asked him to leave me alone here for a hour so I can talk to them peaceful . He also greatly understand how kids are so he left me here without much discussion .
I thought the talk could go on more easily if there was not any adult around after all they were fearful of the adults because they were by harm them in the past.
I Saw the house they lives in, it was one story house the roof was broken from one side the place is quite dilapidated and there was not any Door at the entrance they place a old wooden board there .
Su xing Knock at the wooden board twice.
Soon someone move the board a little look at him and ask him " why did he come here they did not know him.
Su xing hear a little girls sightly trumbling voice not wenting to make the girl More afraid he said" I want to talk with your leader. "
Su xing thought normally this kind group would have one boss figure who will lead the other children he thought it will be better to talk to their leader instant of talking to them one by one.
The little girl puss aside the wooden board then look at him some of her worry lessen.
Su xing smile rest Reassuringly at her.
The girl ask "who are you why did you want to talk to brother.
Su xing didn't want to lie but sometime people have to lie for good causes so he said " I am your brother friend I want to talk to him about something .
The girl little relieve hearing that please wait I am calling brother now.
Soon a boy of 12 Or 13 year old came out following after him two boys 9 to 10 aged also came out with him .
the oldest look boy looked at su xing threatening then tell he the little girl to enter the house.
All three of them look at su xing with hostile gaze the oldest looking kid ask " what you want from me I don't know you .
Su xing figure the oldest was the leader and they are angry with his lie but he can also do nothing about it or they will not come out so easily now he have to say the truth to them patiently and trying to clam there and anger in the process .
Su xing " sorry for lieing I am come from this towns orphanage I came here to convince
you to come live us.
The leader " We already made it clear that we don't want to live there are we not clear enough .
Su xing " I know why you tell me this but our orphanage is a good orphanage because your first Apple is rotten you cannot say all the Apple in this world are rotten similarly there some rotten orphanages but there also some good once at least you guys can try living there first if you don't like it there you can leave we are not going to stop you .
The leader " So what ! Even if it a good place we want to live in freedom we can also make a money so you don't need the adult to take care of us Or to live in there role.
Su xing " Yes you can Mange somehow now
But what are you going to do later people are not going to be sympathetic to you guys all the time their sympathetic going to die down soon after some days what are you going to do then leave from here in start living somewhere else how long you can continue to do this with all this younger kids this is not a good solution to this .
Even if you become a adult like this what are you going do in future no one gives job to illiterate in our orphanages we at least sent every kid to Junior School. At the least they can get some jobs with Junior School degree. Even if you didn't think about yourself think about the younger kid they can't live like this.
The young boys said " we will follow our boss with whatever decision he take we would not never going to blame him so spouting nonsense and leave here.
The leader his lift hand and they stop talking.
The leader " follow me to the house.
Su xing and other two boys follow him entering the house.
There su xing saw two girls sitting in old bed sheet sewing some old pitch clothes and a thin boy who has limp leg sitting in a old rusty Whilechir looking at the well. They did noticed them coming here.
The leader point at the kids and said " We can go with you but you have to promise we get appropriate food and not hostile environment to live can you do that.
Su xing remain silent thinking about the boy 's condition he cannot make a guarantee for any of them. Because he knows there orphanage situation if they accept the six kids then they can only afford to feed all orphanages kids once a day so naturally the all the kids orphanage going to become hostile to the new comer for there liveing conditions worsening . There Food expansion is limited because of other more important expenses like medicine and other things. they'r orphanage is a private one so most of the time they only hand Limited funds.
If only he didn't agree to director decision to pay for his meal card they could afford take in this six kid without much trouble for food for at least two or three months . After two or three months they will adjusted with the orphanages other kids then they could have tolerate the hardship together. But now he cannot do anything for them
he cannot promise anything that he cannot fullfil he cannot make empty promise . The boy only want to the most basic things but he cannot give them this thing .
So su xing bit is lips and told the truth " I am, sorry I cannot full fill your condition our orphanage has Limited funds so I can only ask you guys to bear the hardship for now we will trie our best gather more funds to make your Living environment and food better so please come with me.
There's leader look at me faint small smile my his lips " At least your telling the truth so i can trust you for now.
You can take the other kids with you I not will be going with you I hope you can take care of other .
Su xing " But you have to think about your future what are you doing to do we all together can be a hardship for the future so please think about it.
There leader " and don't want to grow up in others pity and there restein I will live by own strength and no one can stop me form it you just take the other with you I don't want them to become my Burdens.
I saw the boy eyes burning with rebellious spirit to destroy every difficulty in his path and live on his on power.
Su xing kew he can't change the boy mind
So he remain silence.
The other two boys said" boss whatever you go will go with you we will never going to leave you and you cannot get rid of us so easily.
Look at them the leader sigh and said " Fine come with me you guys will only cause trouble there. And you there's take good care of the little ones if something happened to them your dead.
Su xing didn't feel threaten he only felt the boy was kind person deep down and felt bad for not being able to pursue them more.
After warning su xing the leader goes to the children and said "that one is my friend from this town orphanage he's gonna take you all to live there so be obedient and we are leaving.
The three children started crying saying not abandone but the leader heartlesss left there .
Su xing coax the children to stop crying he was able to calm them somehow . With three children there situation would not be that bad they can manage somehow soon the director arrive and they was able to take the children's safely into the orphanage.
Ten years pass like this every year su xing would acquire some information about the child leader and his followers because he always felt a little guilty about them . Su xing knows world have some rules that are not always fair but still life must go on. Even in orphanage where they are each other closest family and friends but this did not change the fact they are Rival to each other in competition of life. If someone wins it is natural the someone's going to lose this is the undieing rule of life.
One day he heard that child leader has become a smuggler after work in this business for some years he was shot in the chest by a police officer and his followers were arrested . After hear the news he gone to the police station get his body and then he arrange funeral for him.
he wanted to release his followers the same day so they could give there boss the last goodbye but it was not possible .
But he still try to release them is soon as possible with his lawyer friend help and he was able to Bell them out after few days.
On there release day he comes to meet them. They all goes to cafe to talk they ask there why did he help them.
su xing told them All the story and why he felt guilty towards them .
After hearing the story they say there lives and there life decision has nothing to do with su xing.
And they didn't need su xing pity or help even now.
Su xing said he needs there help instead they where hesitant but they still listen to him.
Su xing said after all the year the two girls that where with them already started going to college and the child with the limp leg study accounting and has already graduate su xing has hire him as his small garage accountant and manager but he some time he get bully by his staff because of his disability so he wants to hire both of them so the kid would not get bullied. They both parties understand that
su xing want to do them a favour by hire them in other word without breaking their Pride so after thinking about it they accept the job .
They slowly figure out how to work in the garage.
Well after su xing death the garage ownership mast have been transfer to three of them .
Su xing regret then he was not able to save that kid so su xing didn't want to see another innocent child fail into the Darkness again in front of his eye one time is enough.