[Ryouya's POV:]
"Ah...." I felt my head was so clear yet so muddled up at the same time that I couldn't help but groan first thing in the morning.
Getting up from the bed I found there was something strange...I was expecting a backache which has been hurting me for some time. It always aches like a bad bitch in the morning, but right now...
"Damn...I feel great..." Getting up from the bed I walked toward the mirror. Nothing special just a usual habit. Strangely I had no shirt on me but I didn't consider it important at the moment.
Standing in front of the mirror, the first thing my gaze went toward was my eyes and my body turned completely stiff.
Memories of last night began pouring down the lane as I stood at my spot like I was turned into a stone statue. I was myself yet I felt I wasn't in my control anymore. However, at the moment I couldn't focus on anything more than the memories my mind was reeling.
'I...mom...what have I done...' My stomach wrenched in self-loath as my feet trembled at the memories of what I did last night.
The woman whom I respected the most in the world and the person who always extended her kindness toward me...I have repaid her kindness in such a manner.
My body felt weak and before I knew it, I fell to my knees.
My mind was muddled up with the thoughts of what crime I had done.
'Should I apologize...but that won't be enough, right? Should I leave the house? But where would I live then?'
Amidst my thoughts of self-contradiction and judgments, something appeared in the center of my vision.
[You know what you did last night, is something that saved numerous women out there?]
It was given that such long text written inside a translucent blue box would attract my attention but the fact that I was seeing a guide-like system in real life was already making me think that I was having a panic attack.
I did not try pinching my cheeks or anything to see whether I was awake or not, rather I just went with the flow.
"And how did touching my mother in such an immoral manner save those numerous women you are talking about?"
I am pretty sure anyone would have regarded me as a lunatic, talking to myself after the realization of something irreversible that I have caused. Even the thought of how I would face Mom makes me tremble in shame and fret.
[Because your demonic energy depleted to the point of desperation and if not for the lady you helped last night to gain a satisfactory sleep, you would have gone into a frenzy, ravaging any woman you come across.]
....alright, this thing was speaking a lot for something created out of just my imagination.
"What demonic energy? What desperation? Am I under some drugs?" It was a faint hope that whatever happened since last night was nothing but just my imagination whatsoever and when I wake up, everything returned to normal.
[This is no dream nor any influence of drugs. And as about last night then it was all reality...for you. Your mother would think of it as nothing but a guilty-stricken pleasurable dream and nothing else. So stop mulling over last night and accept your new self.]
My eyes widened at that. If this screen beheld even a percent of the truth then there might be a chance for me to normalize everything between me and mom. I can just stay a little far from her for the time being and soon she would start to forge-
[Not possible. Once someone tastes the pleasure you can provide, they can't be satisfied by any other means. If not today or tomorrow then someday she would herself approach you with a desired filled eyes and guilt burnt into nothingness. So you should pay attention to what I have to say and accept your new reality.]
"Are you nuts?! Why would my own mom crave for me, you perverted umm...you screen shit?!"
I couldn't help swearing as these imaginations of mine were playing tricks like it was some sort of erotic novel where I would get hailed as sex god or something.
My mom and I, despite not being blood-related, have been close like real parents and children and never showed any sign of sexual attraction whatsoever.
[Is that so~ Then do you know why your underwear frequently disappears and before you know a new pair suddenly emerges in your room? And not to talk about how you, as well, stare at your mother's juicy cake whenever she leans to clean the floor and usually fantasize about her figure and cleavage while beating your meat?]
I was taken aback by such statements which no one but I should have known about.
How much I try to deny it and get crushed under that post-nut clarity guilt, only my inner self knows how there were times when I imagined mom's breast and ass while unloading my dump.
I searched for it on the internet and it said that it was normal for guys to be attracted toward their mother since most of the males find their first love in their mother. My lust-filled mind only read the good part and my masturbation with Mom as my fap material only elevated.
....but these memories were something I alone should have been aware of.
"What...are you? And why do you know so many things about me? Wait...am I really dreaming after all?"
In the end, I couldn't help pinching my cheeks only to realize that this indeed was a freakin reality.
[As much you try to deny it, this is no imagination or hallucination of yours Ryouya. I am as true as your mom's moans were last night.]
"..."
....this thing was one hell of a rude piece of creation, I swear to god.
I sat back on my bed with a long sigh pulled out of my throat. If what this inner voice of mine is saying is true then there is still a chance to reconcile with Mom and get back to my normal life, like how it was until yesterday.
There were many things to contemplate like the demonic thing and such but until I didn't start asking the question there was no other way I could escape this spiral I was thrown into.
Taking a deep breath, I asked, "Tell me why I become so different from others all of a sudden and what is this demonic energy thingy."
Even though I asked it so casually, I had a feeling my life was going to take a massive turn from this point. And reading the text that appeared in the box, I concluded that I was fucked marvelously.
[First of all, you never were an ordinary human. You, in actuality, are a Demon of Lust—An Incubus~]
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A/N:- You can ask questions as much as you want~