I was forteen then. I can use a lot of adjectives like idealist, puritan, energetic, silly, dreamy, escapistic, airy, fickle, thin, short, quick, sometimes nervous and sometimes confident to describe how I was at that time, but I feel none of them can describe me fully. But if I describe the incident that shaped my sexual fantasies and to some extent my personality as a whole, perhaps it will tell more about me then anything else.

Without delay let's start.