I am not like other pepole, everyone fall in love and adore real people, but i created my own man, in my dreams i see my self between his arms talking to him for hours listening to me, after that i see the morning light then he wishper to me "please don't hesitate to leave me and find somebody real and more worthy"

So as he finishes i wake up with tears on my eyes, every single night was like this until he didn't show up only nightmares, once a day when I've seen him again my heart felt the true happiness

"Can you not leave me again i will be what you need and want" he said when i wake up i wasn't crying i was smiling

"I think this time is different"