His friends, Jonas, mom and manager had Called them countless times but no one answered they reached the house
And the door was not closed they saw blood on the floor and followed it, upon the center table was a note
"I couldn't live without him"
Jonas rushed to their room and saw the two wrapped in each other's arms so tightly
"So this was what you meant when you said you won't return"
FLASHBACK
Lena placed her head on his chest as they laid on the bed together,
After a few seconds she heard Aidan giggling through the pain
"What's it" she asked breathlessly
"I had a dream and I had met you on a different circumstance. We were strong and had overcome our difficulties and we fell in love, we were so in love, I was still a celebrity and we were really happy " he said
"I thought you never wanted to be a celebrity" she said with weak laugh
"I fell in love with this profession, this time I was an inspiration to others I helped them overcame their challenges, I married you and you were the most beautiful bride ever and we gave birth to beautiful children, I retired from music and gave all my time to my family, we are so happy" he told her a beautiful story about them that they wished for, until his tears fell . he couldn't feel her moving or breathing, she just laid on his chest he hugged her tightly
"I am sorry, this shouldn't have happened! I am sorry I couldn't save you I am so sorry I couldn't give you hope, I am sorry my love that I couldn't love you the way you deserved and save you. In our next life let's take time, let's share our thoughts with those who cares for us let's allow them to help us let's not give up so soon let's find each other and love for eternity"
He said and hugged her as slowly their heart beat stopped together
They cried looking at them , the manager released his song
"What kind of music should I make"
"One that has all the emotions and fits every situation and moment"
Indeed he made such a music
They told the public about his demise and even those that hated him cried, they didn't tell them his struggles.
He wanted to be remembered the way people saw him at least that was a good version of him. Rude, always smiling as if he cares about nothing in life, importantly to him he wanted to be remembered smiling and at least those that loved him will maybe pick that part of him that lived freely.
Logan lost a brother
"I gave you the title of my brother because I wanted us to share everything together, even if I couldn't help at least I would have cried with you and share the pain with you I would have shown you love and care" Logan said
His mom went to his house to pack, he left almost everything he owned to his mother and gave Elizabeth and her husband the rest, he trusted them to help all in there and others too
His mom had a fight with her husband and filed for divorce
"But is it going to change anything?!!! I lost my family in my hatred and jealousy" she said
She cleaned the place up and found some papers in his study
She read some
"They say one should not cry in front of the crowd and crying makes you weak and you wouldn't want to show your weakness, they might use it against you so I bury it all inside maybe it's ok to cry when alone to cry with my shadows maybe it's ok to admit in front of my mirror and tell myself to stop faking it and show yourself but when it's time to go outside I practice with my mirror on how to show how strong we are but I am so tired, more than 10 years of pain, I can't take it anymore I want to be free and rest forever"
" Even the strongest needs a shoulder, an applause for being strong otherwise even they give up, I need someone to hold me and tell me it's ok. I screamed inside every time they saw a happy me, seriously can't they see it can they feel my pain or have I gotten too good at hiding my feelings from those that care for me. Why can't I tell them my struggles? Is it love? Is it my way of showing care? Is hiding my pain love? Is it really the beautiful thing in my heart?"
"Do they know? Would they ever know? Will they ever know my pain? I want to give up. I have cried all night just so the pain would disappear but it gets worse. I want my smile to be real. I want to end it all I am giving up. Please someone should asked me how I am"
The message came, his media account received a message and it asked how he was and he didn't give up
"I have seen an angel, beautiful in my eyes and heart my heart has fallen in love. I saw a woman, she's bringing healing to my life, is this love? is this hope for a better future?"
"Yes it is I have never been this happy, I want to spend the rest of my life with her I hope she loves me too."
"Thank you for giving me my smile back" was the last letter she read
He had a lot written and each came with a date, she read it all and cried
"Forgive me, I can never be able to forgive myself" his mom said
"They didn't know how to make themselves happy but knew how to make the other happy
They gave each other the last joy they needed" Jonas said as he told the story
"Another Romeo and Juliet story?"
"Maybe or maybe not but what I know is this is about two souls that went through a lot alone and together tried to find peace and healing
in the process of healing, love found them but their past struggles never left them
Lena saw hope in him, found a reason to live when she was not living if her hope was gone there was no point in living. When there's hope there's happiness her hope was gone and she didn't want to live another day filled with pain, regrets, struggles and fight so she opted out if hope was leaving this time she was going with it" Jonas said
"That's sad"
"People are going through a lot, take a moment to ask the person you care for how they are and assure them that they will always have someone to listen and find solutions, take a moment to ask a stranger how they are
And to those who feel like given up, don't punish the people who cares for you, you leave them with a scar that they failed you and didn't pay attention but if you don't tell them how can they help you. You're important to someone out there and losing you will bring the worst pain and hey don't be too busy to give time to someone who wants to talk." Jonas said
"If I had another chance with Lena I would have told her;
hey you're important to yourself even if you look around and there's no one look again because there's you, you're there,live for yourself live life like you're the only person living in this world. cry if you want to, laugh like crazy if you want to,
Make life your own movie script, audition for it by yourself and direct it by yourself only you can allow others to be in your movie
Let's heal the world together and in return we will find love and peace
But I never could but at least I am happy because her life wasn't all that sadness, love found her"