"How come I didn't know this" she asks
"Because you never opened the letter because of anger, and you poured all that hatred on me"
"If you already knew why did you still stayed and treated me like your mother" she asked
"Because I saw the letter too late I was seven and you had given me trauma and maybe my mom also left a message for me, telling me how much you had gone through to protect her, when you were adopted and those people treated you badly until you ran away, how you never allowed them to lay a hand on her and took everything to all the sacrifices you made for her...I guess the beatings you took for her you gave it back to me"
" son please take care of your mom and treat her nice promise to be there and take care of her as repayment for everything she has done"
I guess my mom thought you were going to be good to me just like you were to her. She never thought you would ever be this cruel woman I lived with all those years. Don't be mistaken I was going to leave but you were the only family I had and I couldn't trust because if my own family can do this to me how then can I trust a stranger and that was my first wrong mindset if I had walked away things would have changed" he said
"I am sorry"
"You hated me so much because of my mom that you forgot I was just a child, I treated you better after fame because I thought deep down you were a good person some one who did all that for my mom was not a bad person so I gave you so many chances but you never cared. I had this cancer when I was 19 but I fought it with Logan by my side I can't say if you had given me the results earlier maybe things would have changed but when I heard of the reoccurrence I thought it was just genetics playing it's trick" he said
"I am so sorry, I understand if you hate me"
"I have never for once hated you, all I have done is to love you as my mother" he said
She was so ashamed and wanted to leave
"Mom!!" He stilled called her, she turned
"Can I ask you for a favor"
"Tell me"
"Can I spend a day with you as a mother and you treat me like a son"
She nodded and cried
"Thank you" he said
He asked Lena to wait for him as he went out with her, they went to so many places, playgrounds and others
They stopped to eat, she gave him sea food
"I don't like sea food I am allergic to it" he said
"But you ate it those days"
"Because that was all I was offered and I didn't want to sleep on an empty stomach, staying on an empty stomach was really tough as a child, I would always get reactions but luckily a cold water was enough to ease the pain" he said
"How did I become this cruel creature" she said he asked for a paper and pen and he wrote down things he liked and those he didn't
So at least she could know a little about him even if it was too late
They went to the playground and he laid on her lap
"I have always wanted to sleep in my mom's lap" he said with a smile he closed his eyes and she couldn't stop her tears
"I am so sorry, I wish to turn back time I am so sorry but sorry can't fix things" she thought
"He's a good person" Jonas said
"Indeed he's it's his nature he can't do anything bad and wish anyone bad. How did all the bad things happen to him" Lena said
"Even you have been through a lot" Jonas said and she was silent for a while
"Jonas I might not return from the trip with him thank you for everything you've done for me"
"What do you mean?" Jonas asked
"You will understand soon" she said and left