Back at the hospital
"Logan is going through a lot" Harry said
"Yes he's the most close to him" Cody said
"We have been terrible mates, we couldn't be there for him" Lucas said and they all became quiet
2months gone and he was still not waking up
"So this was what you meant the other time. You should have told me your struggles you made me fail as a friend, you would always look out for me you took me as your younger brother but you still made me fail that duty. If you don't tell me how am I going to know I do not have magical eyes you should have told me because you were too good in hiding your pain you have left me with a scar of not being a good friend I wish you could have told me everything, all I will have is just a memory and those memories of you being happy, every-time I remember and remember what your mom said, will always be a reminder that I failed to see the struggles of the one I claim to care for and I won't forgive you but even until the last day you still want me to remember you as a happy person" Logan said as he went to see him
"You have to forgive me" he heard a weak voice
"Doctor" Logan called out
They hoped he had recovered but their hope was shattered
"I guess he just wants to bid goodbye to all of you" the doctor said
Lena went inside
"Oh my love, I have missed you, I prayed to God to let me see you and be with you for a while" he said with a weak smile
"Why are you leaving me if you love me"
"I am sorry but it's my fate, please let's spend the most of the time we have, I have lost many moments with you" he said and Lena hugged him
Aidan asked for Logan but he never came there, he asked the doctor to discharge him he wanted to spend the last days with Lena and didn't want to die in the hospital
He asked his manager to arrange a meeting with him and Logan and Lena accompanied him
"Are you that angry at me that you don't want to see me" he said when Logan wanted to leave when he saw him
"You should have told me of the reoccurrence, we could have done something about it before it got to that stage….. I guess you just wanted to die and Leave me" Logan said
"Even I didn't know until it got to this stage" he told him everything
"I shared the first one with you right even when we had just met."
" I am so sorry for everything that happened to you and failing to be there for you, I abondoned you after we started getting recognition" Logan said
"Who said you weren't there for me? Every time you asked me how I was I was happy but I was already a goner. Every time I made you smile I was happy, I will always say I will be a good brother if I had one and that was a great thing. Logan I couldn't say it because it was not your burden to carry"
"But I could have helped you to carry it"
"I guess that's where I got it wrong looking back I think I had a lot of people who cared and I should have lived for them and not given up, the moment my mind gave up my body did too... don't blame yourself" he said and Logan hugged him and cried
"I wish I could turn back time, I wish I could have helped" Logan said
Past present future, there will always be a moment where we wish we could have done things differently but that moment is gone and we're never going to relive it again maybe what we can do it to let go of our mistakes and the things we wished we could have done differently, we still can, we don't have to necessarily go back to that moment or relive that moment again to change things,
We can still do the things we wished we could have done and make ourselves better and healthier