There are two things responsible for our actions and our choices, it is the heart or the conscience.
If the person towards whom we must act or make a choice is important or close to us, the heart will take over.
But if this person was close and then disappointed us, conscience will be master
In both cases, and whatever our decision is, there will always be benefits and drawbacks, an oppressor and an oppressed and an end as well as a beginning.
In life our choices matter, they may attract happiness and peace or will make our life a living hell.
It all started the moment my adoptive parents told me the truth.
Being human, curiosity constituted a large part of my daily life, and because of that, the questions began but never ended.
Having lost confidence in my parents and myself, I found it hard to believe that my real parents were so harmful.
But I preferred to keep this thought to myself, and instead of confronting my parents and telling them what was bothering me, I decided to run away!
And here I am, for three days now, at my Elijah's house, with my head that have never stopped thinking and my imagination that continues to grow.
I imagined how my life could have been with my real parents, and me as a real human. How normal my life could have been!
First days of school, outings with friends, love stories and especially family reunions and its outings.
All of this fascinated me, I dreamed of such moments but it was impossible now.
I grew up, and my parents are no longer here.
The only thing I was able to experience was my love story with Elijah.
I feel safe with him
He is the only one who understands me, it was good telling him my thoughts and desires.
He is the only one who listens to me without judging me, who gives me advice and not orders.
He is everything I ever dreamed of.
Three days already passed, and I needed to go back to Limphea to see my parents.
The thing is I wasn't ready enough to talk to them.
Their only child, the one that they adopted, loved and raised as their own, wanted to leave them because she no longer trust them!
It will break their hearts and mine too.
Elijah, who was always trying to help, gave me a brilliant idea! So I left running toward Limphea so I could share this idea with my parents.
Arriving at the kingdom, I couldn't wait to present this idea to Nephustus and Alfea, hoping that they would accept!
But to my unpleasant surprise Nephustus refused and Alfea could not say a word.
"I beg you father, resurrect my real parents, I want to meet them."
But still, he didn't change his mind, and kept saying:" You want to meet a drug addict and an alcoholic? For what exactly?!"
As for Alfea she remained silent, but when she saw my insistence she asked me:
" So you do not trust us right? That's why you want to meet them?"
It was true, I can not deny it, but hearing it from her mouth, it made my heart melt.
I didn't say a word, but she was my mother, she knows about me more than I know about myself.
She looked at Nephustus and asked him to do as I say, and with a harsh voice said to me:
" I hope that you won't be disappointed, and I also hope that your biological parents are worth breaking our heart."
Than she left without turning around.
As for Nephustus he looked at me with a cold gaze and told me:
" You will find them in the same abandoned house that you used to meet your human friends in." And also left without turning around.
I suddenly felt guilty for what I did, and I lost my excitement about meeting my real parents.