I met Elijah two months ago on a trip with my friends
He's Noah's cousin, the funny one of the group and the one I liked the mostš„¹
Elijah came to visit his aunt, and so that he would not be left alone, Noah invited him to join us
When I saw him for the first time I felt my heart soar
I thought it was just because he was new to me and with the time I wouldn't feel anything..
How wrong I was!
One week already and I'm still thinking about him days and nights
Since he was on vacation for 3 months he hangout with us every day now
At first I tried to keep my distances but hey! He didn't help me! It wasn't all my fault after all
I knew this was wrong and I needed to stop whatever is going on between usĀ
But every time I tried to move away he came closer and closer
I understood then that what I felt towards him was reciprocal..
One month has passed; 30 days...
All this time we were together, and no, not with the rest of the group
We would meet everyday, talk about our dreams our hopes and share a little about our lives to each otherĀ
He was so caring so kind to me, always trying to make me smile or help me
He gave me his time and trust and payed attention to every single detail about meĀ
He took me to places I've never seen before
Made me feel alive and happyĀ
He was my first everything
I couldn't deny it anymore I was madly in love with himĀ
Thinking about him day and night, missing him although we are togetherĀ
I was obsessed with himĀ
Sometimes, thoughts wouldn't leave my mind.
What would happen if he knew about my second life?
What if my parents where to discover about my feelings?Ā
His life was in danger because of meĀ
But after all this negative vibes I remember his beautiful eyes looking at me as he is smiling and telling me with his warm voice:Ā
"Don't be sad everything is gonna be alright just smile, beauty!"Ā
And it was enough to make me sleep peacefully with a smile on my face
So, if this is not love then I wonder what it could beš¤
It was obvious that he loved me too but neither of us would say it out loud..
After all the overthinking, I slept like a baby hoping that everything will be fineĀ
The next morning my dad asked me to come to the throne room, he wanted to talk to meĀ
As soon as I woke up I got dressed and joined himĀ
"It's been a while since we had a little talk daughter, how are you?" he said
"I'm fine dad how are you?"Ā I replied with surpriseĀ
"You're disappearing a lot lately! Where are you spending your time? Is there anything you wanna tell me Galatea?"Ā
Scared and anxious I no longer answered him
I thought he had everything but it was just suspicions and I confirmed them it seems...