Those are hard things. For Aurelia that night, as she lay curled up crying under the covers, she realized that accepting the fact that she might never see her brother again wouldn't make any difference. She wanted him back. And she needed him to tell her he missed her and loved her. It took her a while to realize this wasn't what he would have wanted for her. He would want her to move on and be strong. So Aurelia tried to be strong for herself. And for Dixon. That night, she cried herself to sleep with tears flowing down her cheeks. She doesn't know if he is alive or death or hurting. All she knows is he is in danger.....she wanted to help him but doesn't know how.....she promised herself that she would find a way to find him and help him. She decided to become the strongest agent they known. A spy with no emotional attachment towards anyone except her mission, who can handle pain, who can kill without hesitation and whose soul is void of fear, because she's not afraid.She is not afraid of anything. Her mission is just as important as saving her brother from whatever danger he is in. The world has a dark place for those like her, but no light. If they want to live, they have to survive the dark places. If they want to live, they have to survive the darkness. After that day, she left the gang and joined special forces . She trained relentlessly until she passed her training test. She never let her emotions take over during combat or after. After the day Dixon left, she was never the same. She got reckless. Her boss decided that she would go undercover.