[Adilun's POV]
The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was Physis, who had fallen asleep leaning against a tree, and me nestled in his embrace.
'I must have fallen asleep while drinking with Physis.'
Even though he was asleep, he held me tightly. Fortunately, not much time seemed to have passed yet as the sun was still shining brightly.
I watched his sleeping figure. Come to think of it, it felt like I had never seen him asleep like this before.
No matter how many times I looked at it, his face was truly handsome. If his face had been ordinary one, the princesses wouldn't have been so twisted.
I gently caressed his face and kissed his lips. Lightly, like a bird landing on a branch, I savored his soft lips and repeated the process.
Was it because I entrusted my body to him and let him hold me in his hands that an indescribable pleasure struck me? Just by looking at him, I couldn't help but feel an affection that was irresistibly drawn to him.
'I should have just crossed the line.'
Perhaps saying the words 'seven months' was unnecessary.
However, I had no regrets. The more I endured, the more special and passionate our love would be when we would finally come together.
Originally, it was when one obtained something they intensely desired that they derived the greatest satisfaction.
Rather, it might be fortunate that I could have some time to build up my mind and stamina separately. He was already a skilled knight who was not far behind Sir Lucas, the best knight in the northern region.
To share love with someone like him, I, too, need to build up my stamina considerably. When I returned to Rodenov this time, I must ask him to train me in basic physical endurance.
How many times did I kiss his lips and caress his cheek?
His eyes seemed to tremble slightly.
"Um..."
Physis opened his eyes with a soft moan. His eyes were slightly hazy, indicating that the alcohol's effects hadn't completely worn off yet, but he didn't seem to be completely disoriented like before.
"Are you awake?"
"Adilun?"
"Yes. I guess I gave you too much alcohol after all."
Instantly, his face turned bright red. He must have recalled what we did before falling asleep. When I saw him like that, I could feel the heat rushing to my face as well.
Because when I saw his face, the sensation I felt earlier passed through my body again.
I was overflowing with affection, so I acted excessively without realizing it. However, I didn't regret those actions.
It was embarrassing, yes. But the happiness I felt from the fact that I was able to share even a little bit of affection with him was greater than that embarrassment.
I never knew that his gentle touch on my body could arouse such excitement and joy.
Just by touching horns and exchanging kisses, if it was like this... I could imagine what would happen when we truly cross the line. It was a foregone conclusion.
I wished that time would come quickly, and my body started to tingle. I couldn't even imagine that I would desire Physis this much, but that was how unpredictable human affairs were.
If I were to show my current self to the me from a year ago... I could already hear myself asking if I'd gone crazy.
Eventually, Physis, who came to his senses completely, was just staring at me blankly without saying a word. His eyes were hazy, as if he was dreaming.
Surely, he must be recalling the actions we shared earlier.
"Physis?"
"Ah, yes. Adilun."
A mischievous thought came to my mind, so I asked him directly.
"This kiss, how was it?"
"...It was, goo-good."
"To the extent that you want to do more?"
It was so adorable to see how his face turned red and he stammered in an embarrassed voice.
"Yes. But... I had to hold back. If I were to fall for you right here, I wouldn't be able to control myself."
"Hehe."
Hearing those words, a sense of happiness filled my heart even more, and a bright laughter naturally lingered on my lips. I was so happy that he desired me, and I was also happy because I felt the same way.
At that moment, a good idea came to my mind.
"Then why don't we do it like this, Physis?"
"What do you mean?"
"From now on, we won't cross the line. But sometimes, desires can become too intense, right?"
"Yes. To be honest, I haven't been able to sleep properly lately. You tempt me, Adilune..."
"Ahahaha. That's really pleasing to hear. Of course, I feel the same. Physis, whenever I see you, my heart races, I don't know what to do, and I want to kiss you for hours. But we can't do that."
"Yes."
"Therefore… … Sometimes. When it's really hard for each other to endure, how about letting each other's desires go as far as possible without crossing the line like today?"
"Wouldn't that be rather dangerous?"
"It's dangerous, but… … I think it would be more dangerous if we continued to endure it. If we don't release these desires at least to some extent, I might end up clinging to you for days on end. And I'm sure I would definitely get pregnant. Yes, I won't let go."
I shamelessly spoke words that were too embarrassing to me for even mention. If I didn't speak like this, it seemed like he wouldn't listen. Holding onto such lingering thoughts, I eventually felt that someday we would cross the line, becoming intimately involved.
I didn't know I would reveal myself to this extent.
No, rather than revealing myself, it might be because I love him to that extent and always harbor a desire to become one with him.
"I- I understand... Adilun, do as you wish. Since we're already engaged, there's no one who would object. They might find it strange if we didn't have a relationship despite being engaged... It seems like a good way to dispel any doubts."
"Yes. So, sometimes, when I call you, please come to me. It's a promise?"
"Yes! I'll keep that in mind…"
He replied to me in a slightly suppressed voice. He seemed to have accumulated something deep inside. If I get the chance later, I should find a way to fulfill his desires as he fulfills mine.
'Yes. Let's definitely do it.'
"Should we go back now? It's about time."
"Yes."
"Oh, before we go back..."
I immediately hugged him by the neck and kissed him. We won't be able to openly engage in such behavior when we returned to Ortaire, so we should take full advantage of it here.
As if he felt sorry for that, he responded enthusiastically to my kiss. Holding my head, playing with my tongue, sometimes running through my gums… … intertwine each other's tongues
As expected, no matter how many times I think about it, there was no happier moment than this moment of sharing affection with him. I hoped I didn't become overly accustomed to this happiness.
May every day be filled with this freshness.
That was all I wished for.
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After returning to the castle from the dreamy picnic, Mina greeted me and asked:
"How did it go, Miss? How far did you progress?"
"Well, we kissed..."
Mina's expression instantly showed a mix of surprise and disappointment.
"Just a kiss? I thought you would come back covered in kiss marks or something... Isn't it a waste to let such a good opportunity slip away, Miss?"
"Still, progress has been made."
I replied to Mina in a rather confident tone.
"Progress?"
"Yes. At the very least, I secured some insurance so that those who try to pursue him won't easily snatch him away."
"Then I'm glad."
"Yes, it is."
As I smiled, Mina couldn't help but let out a laughter as if she had no choice.
"Haha, Miss."
"Yes?"
"You seem really happy these days. It's clearly evident from your expression, and it even radiates light just by looking at you."
"Is that so?"
"Yes. So please don't miss your chance with Sir Physis. I hope things go well for both of you."
"Thanks."
"By the way, how long do you plan to stay in Ortaire?"
"Well, I want to stay a little longer. It gives me a cozy feeling that's different from Rodenov."
"In that case, I will follow your wishes for as long as you want."
"Yes."
"Oh, by the way, what is Sir Physis doing now?"
"Well, I'm not sure. But it seems like he went to his room. He must be tired after all... I think I made him drink too much."
"You made him drink?"
"Yes. Why? Didn't we have that wine the chef boasted about having the highest alcohol content? I used that one."
"Oh, that one? But still, Sir Physis didn't make a move on you?"
"No. He restrained himself until the end."
"Wow... That shows extraordinary patience."
"Yes, right? I actually liked that about him."
"Is that so?"
"Yes. Even if someone tempted him and made him drink, he wouldn't give in. I gained confidence in that. Maybe with these kinds of convictions, trust towards each other will be built."
"That makes sense."
"So... I'll wait a little longer. Until the promised day."
"The promised day?"
"Yes. It's a secret. You'll find out naturally later."
With a smile on my face as I spoke, Mina nodded her head, indicating that she understood.
"I understand, Miss. Well then, I'll take my leave now. Rest well."
"Yes. You rest well too."
As soon as Mina left, I flopped onto the bed. Then, I gently stroked the horn that he had touched today.
As expected, I didn't feel anything.
Could it be because it was touched by someone I love? Even when Princess Lobelia touched it before, I didn't feel anything.
In fact, the reason I asked him to touch the horn today was because of the thrilling sensation I felt when he touched my horn before.
I wanted to confirm if that sensation was simply an illusion.
However, that sensation was not a simple illusion. It seemed like my guess was correct. Perhaps, because I love him, every time he touches my horn, I experience the utmost pleasure.
'Wait a moment. Does that mean I have already held feelings for him since then?'
Although I realized it much later... it seemed that was indeed the case.
Unable to control the laughter that kept welling up on my face, I buried my face in the bed and tossed around.
While contemplating how I could seduce him tomorrow.