To my husband Zayn,
As soon as you open this letter, it's a sign that I'm already far away from you. I know that this decision I made without discussing it with you, might be shocking but I feel this is the best for our relationship. We have hurt each other too much and I'm sure you know that too.
You should have dumped me from the start Zayn. And I should also realize myself and leave when you say hate to me. However, for some reason I felt at the beginning that this marriage was like a game where I had to win, which is very childish things to do.
To say that we don't have beautiful memories together is just a lie. However, every time we laugh together, the duration is only short. We are always in the same circle. Not honest and honest at the same time. It might sound weird, but it is the truth.
