'He would want to take the risk,' Nick thought.
'But if something happens…'
Nick couldn't imagine what he would feel like if Horua actually died.
At that point, everything Nick had done would be for nothing.
Nick had taken care of Horua for three months, but if Horua died now, all of Nick's efforts would have been worthless.
That would mean that fixing his past mistakes would be impossible for Nick.
If Horua woke up, Nick might be able to somewhat right his previous wrongs.
But if he died, that would become impossible.
And yet, Wyntor was right.
This was not a life Horua would want to live.
If Horua could see himself, he would probably speak the Sentence.
Every day, Horua was pissing and shitting his pants, and he was reliant on other people for everything.
If Horua were conscious, he would find this eternal boredom, humiliation, and monotony to be worse than death.
