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Chapter 9 - Chapter 9

Later that night. Ena was talking to Hana and Fuyuki in their group chat.

Fuyuki:

[Eh!? He DIDN'T come!?]

Ena was holding back her tears as she nodded.

Fuyuki:

[That can't be...]

Hana:

[That fucker! I TOLD HIM! That guy is dead-]

Fuyuki removed Hana in the call.

Fuyuki:

[Look, if you're still willing to talk to him. Just go straight to his class tomorrow. ]

Ena nodded in silence.

Ena:

[...I think he hates me...]

Fuyuki:

[We don't know that yet. Maybe something happened and Yukitou just wasn't free that time.]

Ena:

[You think so?]

Fuyuki:

[O-of course, I mean that guy likes you a lot.]

Ena:

[...okay]

Fuyuki:

(What is this mess....)

At Kurou's house.

Kurou:

(112, 113, 114, 115)

Kurou was currently doing push ups.

Β 

Few minutes later

Kurou:

(200...)

[Gaaah... phew...]

He lay down on his floor as he looks at the ceiling.

Kurou:

(Strange, this position is a bit nostalgic for some reason)

Suddenly, his phone vibrated.

Mikane Yuki sent a message.

Mikane:

Are you busy atm? πŸ‘‹

Kurou:

Not at all, is there something wrong?

Mikane didn't reply for a few seconds. Then

Mikane:

...what did she asked?

Kurou:

(Hm? Ah, i guess she's talking about Rin)

Kurou:

Just the usual 😁

Mikane:

Usual?πŸ€”

Kurou:

You know, dating and stuff πŸ˜‘

Mikane:

WHAT!????

Kurou:

Regarding Yuzu

Mikane:

Huh? WDYM?πŸ€”

Kurou:

She asked if Yuzu was dating someone. πŸ˜‘

Mikane:

Oh, is that really it?

Kurou:

Yep😁

Mikane breathes as she smiled.

Mikane:

Did you thought you were getting a confession? πŸ˜†

Kurou:

I kinda did at first πŸ˜…, but then I realized at the end that it was a bit weird haha. I mean it's impossible for me, I'm not worthy🀣

Mikane:

[...]

(You are, for me)

Mikane:

Hey, do you like someone?

Kurou:

[...!]

Kurou:

Wait what?

Mikane:

Don't dodge the question.

Kurou:

...I don't know TBH😐

Mikane:

WDYM?πŸ€”

Kurou:

[...]

Kurou:

It's a bit hard to explain. But short answer, no. I currently do not have feelings towards anyone.

Mikane:

[...]

Mikane:

I see...

Mikane:

Then what if someone said they like you.

Kurou:

As if that'll happen hahahahπŸ˜†

Mikane:

😐

Kurou:

Okay, if in theory that someone said that they like me. I would turn it down.

Mikane:

(Eh!?)

Mikane:

Why?πŸ€”

Kurou:

I would just burden that person. I don't think you've noticed it but most of the people at school don't really like me. With that kind of reputation, I would just embarrass her. πŸ˜“

"But I don't care about that"

Mikane was about to send it but she deleted it.

Mikane:

But what if that person thinks otherwise? That she really wants to be with you.

Kurou:

[...]

Kurou:

I don't know...

Mikane:

(Kurou...Ah, i just remembered...)

Mikane:

BTW, who's Harumi Ena?πŸ€”

Kurou:

Wait, you know her?😲

Mikane:

No, but Akane san told me about her earlier. She said you liked her and based from what I heard, you were head over heels for her.😐

Kurou:

Hahaha, yepπŸ˜†

Mikane:

[!!!]

Mikane:

IS IT TRUE!?

Kurou:

It was, although now it's not. I'm completely over it. πŸ˜‘

Mikane:

Is that so.

Kurou:

I mean I've confessed to her a lot of times for the past three years but there's still no luck LOL🀣

Mikane:

3 YEARS!?😱

Mikane:

(I only met Kurou at my first year in middle school. After that, I changed schools. I didn't know anyone with a name Harumi Ena that time. That means she must've transfered after second year. Then starting from that time until...Eh!?)

Mikane:

You mean you've liked her ever since middle school!?😱

Kurou:

Oh? Lucky guess. Yep, right after you transfered. She came to our school.

Mikane:

Then starting at that moment, you began liking her. Well, I mean I've heard that she's quite pretty.

Kurou:

Well, at first I didn't care... I mean, our situation that time...it didn't really change. I was too preoccupied by them.πŸ˜…

Mikane:

(Our situation?...I see...Kurou...)

Mikane:

I'm sorry I left youπŸ˜“

Kurou:

Why are you apologizing? In fact, I was glad you decided to move out. It only got worse TBH.

Mikane:

(Kurou...)

Kurou:

Also, it was at that time that Harumi defended me. I was so happyπŸ˜†

Mikane:

[...]

Mikane:

...So you started liking her

Kurou:

Yep, and I've confessed so many times.

Mikane:

Are you planning to do it again?

Kurou:

No, not any more. I'm over it.😌

Kurou:

(I mean...I still like her...but I'll just bother her again...I don't want that...)

Mikane:

I see

Kurou:

Anyways, it's getting late. We'll continue this tomorrow.

Mikane:

Okay, see you soon.

Kurou:

Same same

Kurou:

[...I almost texted "Good night". That would be extremely creepy-]

Mikane:

Good night, Kurou ☺️

Kurou:

[...]

Kurou:

Good night, Yuki

Mikane:

(Kyaaa!!! He typed my name!)

Mikane giggles as she rolls around her bed.

Next morning

Kurou:

(Where the heck is that guy?)

He saw Yuzu in the distance

Kurou:

[Yuzu!... wait, what's wrong man?]

Yuzu:

[Eh? Oh, it's nothing haha]

Kurou:

[Really? Your face is a bit flustered]

Yuzu:

[I promise, it's nothing really]

Kurou:

[... You remember that night you spent at my place? I still have those photos-]

Yuzu:

[Okay okay! Fine! ...But promise me you won't get mad]

Kurou:

[Sure]

Yuzu:

[*mumbles*]

Kurou:

[Those photos would surely blow up on the internet-]

Yuzu:

[I said I'm in love with Mikane, Okay!]

Kurou suddenly got shivers up his spine. He then looked at Yuzu with a dead expression.

Yuzu:

[DUDE! YOU PROMISED!]

Kurou sighedΒ 

Kurou:

[What do you mean you're in love with her?]

Yuzu:

[It's true man! I really like her!]

Kurou looked at Yuzu with a disgusted expression.

Kurou:

[Dude, you can't just like someone because of their physical appearance. Don't tell me you started liking her because of her boo-]

Yuzu:

[DUDE NO!]

Kurou:

(What the? I've never seen Yuzu this much flustered)

[What exactly made you fall for her?]

Yuzu:

[...I saw her]

Kurou:

[I'll kill you if you did something unreasonable]

Yuzu:

[Just listen man! I like her because I saw her play the piano yesterday. Her playing was so beautiful]

Kurou:

(Ah...)

[I...I see]

(What the heck!? Why am I suddenly feeling angry)

[G-good for you...I guess]

Yuzu:

[Hey, you don't mind right?]

Kurou:

[Mind what?]

Yuzu:

[I think I'll be aiming for her]

Kurou:

[Huh!?]