ARTHUR LEYWİN
My mind was like a dark fog, there was no place to move or any images, it was as if I was drifting in this huge void and I was sure that there was no one but me.
But what scared me the most was not that I was alone in this huge void, but that I couldn't feel my body and emotions.
Isn't it weird, I was literally like a ghost, floating in the void, I never thought I'd think about this but damn, what wouldn't I give to feel something right now
I was an abstraction in this big void, it was boring and time wasn't flowing smoothly, but I was trying to see if maybe I could get to my memories. I tried to look for memories that I could reach as if they were next to me, but in vain, they were all on top of a hill that I would never reach again.
but yes, I saw and felt something, a slight tingling followed by a searing pain, but my attention was still on the bright light I saw for a brief moment.
Suddenly I found myself drawn towards him, he was my guide in that big dark void, and everything became clearer and clearer, and it made me happy like a little baby seeing the world for the first time, but it was the last place that really surprised me. the place where the light brought me was the big wooden door full of strange symbols.
I raised my ghostly arm to examine the door, at first I expected it to pass right through the middle, but this really surprised me, although I was not material in this area, I could touch, but if the sensations were not what I expected, we ignored it, I should have tried to understand the door. strange symbols on the door
but the main problem is not understood in any way, which leaves me with only one option, go in and see what happens, and considering that I was abstract, I didn't have much to lose, so I did it, I moved it. the door slowly
The rather bright lights seeping through the door blocked my vision at first, but gradually everything began to appear.
there was a fireplace in the right corner of the room, it was small, but the warmth and light were enough to affect the whole ambience, it was covered with rows of tables from length to length, the shelves against the walls were filled with books. and there were two silhouettes on the far left side of the room.
the two of them were sitting opposite each other, fervently discussing an important issue.
the one with glasses had raven hair and black eyes that absorbed all colors, sharp jawlines, and the one who was more familiar to me had blonde hair that glittered in the sunlight, elegant green eyes and porcelain-white skin. in front of her, he would sometimes answer from a book or yell at her to leave him alone.
''grey are you listening to me, we'll find a job on our own, we made a profit this time, but what about the other days.''
"Of course, nico they take two nine- and ten-year-old children seriously, it's like."
''Don't you really understand, Grey, that stealing pieces from a loan shark and selling them, even if the income is good, or someone, especially the manager, Mrs. Wilbeck, I don't think you're going to take this very well.''
"What about Nico, do you have a better idea to cover the expenses of the orphanage or future school expenses, Principal Wilbeck is already doing enough for us, he considers us like his own children, I don't want to disappoint him. that's why we will continue to do this until we find a productive job.''
"I took a deep breath to pull myself together and with a slight grin, I said, "okay, grey, I'll do it, but if we get caught or die, I'll kill you,'' he said.
"With a slight roll of the eye, of course, whatever you say, ma'am, I laughed.''
"I tapped him lightly on the shoulder and said, "Hey, don't call me that," and we started laughing."
when I saw them talking like that there, my jaw suddenly contracted as if I had seen or even experienced that memory before, and while these thoughts were gnawing at my brain, the room began to glow slightly again, or rather light up. the environment we were in was frozen
when I turned around, I saw that the door full of symbols I had just seen was again leading to my passage, I quickly turned to the door and slowly opened it, my first encounter, the bright light I had experienced had now been replaced by a dim light, which made it easier for me to enter.
the room I entered this time was more decorated than before. When I took a look around, the walls were filled with photos and pictures of different children. it was a typical happy family picture. my eyes were still wandering back and forth until I crossed paths with the woman at the head of the table.
she was an old woman, in her fifties, the bottoms and Decals of her hair were white, the wrinkles on her skin were starting to become apparent, but nothing on her body could cover the bright and enthusiastic look in her eyes, her smile. she was so soft, she reminded me of a caring mother, caring and decent, as if she had vitality.
the moment I saw her, a vague sadness came over me, and what consumed me the most was that my mind was really like a maze, no matter where I turned, a confused black fog always appeared in front of me
but I had to stay calm there wasn't much I could do right now so I had to keep up with the situation this time I turned my gaze to the girl standing next to the old woman and what caught my attention the most was the girl's empty and lifeless eyes, the purple rings under her eyes showed that she hadn't had a good night's sleep, but nothing could block her beauty.
her pale skin and wavy coffee-colored hair that seems to be in harmony with everything contrasts beautifully with her honey-colored eyes, she will definitely be a very beautiful woman in the future, I hope she won't break too many hearts.
I was about to add a few more words when the sound of the door behind me interrupted me from my thoughts.
"come, please."
"would you like tea and cookies in a nice voice?''
"excuse me, Mrs. Wilbeck, but... first of all, may I ask why you invited us here?"
He clasped his hands and said, "Of course, Nico, I would invite you and Gray here for a job, or rather, this could be the beginning of a beautiful friendship."
they both turned to each other in surprise, but grey spoke without giving Nico a chance.
"I don't think we quite understand, Mrs. Wilbeck, but I feel that it has to do with the girl next to you."
"you're right, grey dear, I was just coming to him" Wilbeck shifted his gaze downward and, putting his arm around the shoulder of the girl next to him, gently pulled her forward. "I want you both to meet Cecilia." '
The black-haired boy quickly extended his hands and said with a subtle smile, "Nice to meet you Cecilia, I'm Nico and the blond-haired boy you saw behind me is gray, I hope we can get along well."
The girl opposite gave a brief nod, focusing on the child standing behind her, and then the Headmistress clapped her hands and said, "Since you've seen both sides of each other, Nico dear, why don't you show Cecilia around?" said. a little bit, "I hope he finds something he likes."
"Of course, it's all right for me, but... of course, if Cecilia wants it too," everyone waited for the girl's answer at once, "she closed her eyes a little and sighed heavily, "of course, it wouldn't be a problem for me.'' said. I. then they left the room and moved towards the door.
There were only two people left in the room now, and after a few minutes of silence, Gray wanted to tell the Principal what was on his mind, and slowly turned to Principal Wilbecke, "Actually, there was a reason why you introduced him to us, wasn't there? He was an ordinary person, he could get used to it over time, but if it's something that even you can't get ahead of, then there's something wrong.''
both of them looked at each other without breaking eye contact, but the headmistress who finished work early, kept her gaze on the floor, and in an instant her body relaxed and collapsed into a chair behind her, rubbing her head vigorously while thinking. what should he answer to the child in front of him. he gave up quickly and smiled slightly
''this old woman can't hide anything from you ha
"With a subtle smile, "Of course not, but.. I wonder what's worrying you so much?'' said.
"This is not exactly something you should be interested in, I just want you to be by his side, he has been kicked out of many orphanages that he has entered before.
"and according to the reports I've read, the reason is unclear, or they closed it early to avoid dealing with this problem.''
"Let's say I'm a little cautious, and if I come to the exact reason why I'm calling you, I think maybe one of you can help him and he can open up to you, and so we can make sense of it. event.''
"I took a long breath and then I said, "I understand, we need to learn more about him,'' he said.
"Yes, but I also want him to get better, because I understand the bruises and weakness under his eyes, he has a big problem, so you and Nico take care of him, I trust you."
"He turned around and stood at the entrance of the door with his head slightly turned backward, "All right, Director Wilbeck, we'll do our best, rest assured." after saying these words, he went out.''
and the same thing happened again, the place froze with a mischievous light, another door appeared next to me, I started to think it was annoying now, but out of curiosity, biryandan was eating me up, but eventually I decided and once again I passed through the wooden door
this time I was not in a room either, on the contrary, I was in a big city full of modern-looking people, surrounded by tall and imposing buildings, especially the arena, which stood in the air and cast a shadow. the big city with its size has won all the likes.
but no one took care of him and paid attention to his surroundings, they all gathered near the orphanage, I wanted to go there to see why, but as I was running, a horizon line passed in front of me.
I walked behind him to the crime scene, it was surrounded by a yellow strip, and there were even guards who would defend themselves in any case, as if that wasn't enough, it seemed strange at first, but things were slowly starting to sit down in the face of what I saw.
everything was frozen and I was in the center, or rather, the body of that kind woman I saw alive covered in blood was right in front of me, every word that would come out of my mouth would be insufficient in the face of this event, and the picture
When I quickly turned my gaze to the right, that child who had once clung to herself with confidence and vitality was slumped on the floor, her yellowish hair was so messy that she was surrounded by torn papers and rain-soaked books. but it was the boy's look that really impressed me.
the old warmth had been replaced by a deep coldness and sharpness, it seemed familiar, and as he looked at her, his head began to ache as if it would burst, an unbearable tingling and tingling in his chest.
I was crouched on the ground, holding my head with one hand, my chest with the other, I couldn't quite understand, but my body was slowly returning from its ghostly state to its former state.
when I looked up again, I realized that this time I was at the last door, but all my intuition was screaming keep me away from this door.
but as I looked at him from the ground, he was pulling me to him, and whatever was behind the door, he hit the door hard from behind, and even blood began to flow from the thresholds.
i gathered my courage and slowly approached the door, getting up from the floor, every step I took was thundering in my heart, it seemed as if time would never pass
as we got closer, the metallic smell of blood seeping through the door and the crashing sounds from behind began to increase.
finally, I stood at the mouth of the door and slowly reached for the door handle, took a last breath, pulled myself together, slowly turned the handle, and instantly a hand grabbed me, and then another black hand was added to do the same, holding me. they dragged me inside my body
A few minutes after I was pulled in, I opened my eyes, my mouth was open with shock, my heart was still beating, but this time things had changed, I was in the middle of a battle.
it was a complete bloodbath, or rather, it was a one-time destruction, as we walked, the floors were covered with pieces of armor and human organs.
As if what happened here was just yesterday, and I was responsible for all this, I looked at my hands and wanted to remember the people who were important to me, even the most important to them.
I was pulled out of my thoughts by someone pulling me from behind and I turned to him to see the person who brought me here.
Along the way, I was surrounded by them, and when I gave my attention to them, they were trying to show me something.
each of them raised his arm and pointed to a single place with his black hands.
two silhouettes standing next to the portal at the snowy foothills of the mountain
One tried to stretch out his arms for the other to stop, but it was in vain, both of them had Decayed into grains between the gold and lavender.
however, the girl smiled at him with a thin grin and said, "take care and I'll see you one day," and this blow brought me to my senses very quickly.
That smile and those words had such meaning in me that a single word came out of my breath, ''Sylvie''was my dependent.
that dark fog that was in my mind was dispersed by a breeze as if nothing had happened
and that moment was the moment when everything started to fall into place for me, but a sudden jolt did not allow me to blame myself or say a single word the place began to fall apart, as if the tilt of the world had changed, everything was being buried in a void
when I started to put my hands in the air, everything was gloomy, but I could feel it even slightly, a sudden curtain of light enveloped me
i cursed inside, "please, I don't want to be reincarnated again, I don't want to go through this again," there are people I need to save, I need to correct my mistakes
suddenly I woke up screaming, letting The all the gloom from everything inside me
then I realized that this was not a good idea
my head hurt like I was hit by a scythe, it wasn't good, I tried to get a few words out of my mouth hey.., but it was muffled and dry.
a painful coughing fit held me down
i tried to move my body but I couldn't even move my arms let alone do it, a big plane tree was like a burden on me and the piercing pain in my body was being pulled by the executioner with a hot dagger
i forced my arms and body to move over and over again, but it was all in vain, worse, before I tried one last time, a dark curtain wrapped me around and I fell asleep
and after all this time, a limited view in this dark, cold and Decrepit place I was in brought me to my senses
I lifted my head slightly up, and my field of vision left me to the sloping walls that ran from one end to the other, I was self-centered, as if the environment had taken me in.the glass-like pillars that made up the structure of this place shone harmoniously, each meter had its own layout, and, as usual, the familiar Decipherable runes shone in the dim light that filtered through the walls
then I turned my head away from the meaningless runes and looked at the dark pool of blood on the floor, the smell of which came sharply to my nose
it was my blood or it was his, I couldn't make sense
it was difficult to tell how long I had been here by looking at him, but as I kept my gaze forward, the flow of blood continued
it was impossible for anyone to be here but me, I was too vulnerable to be lunch, especially for a predatory animal
and I was safe, but when I was about to think about what it was for, I immediately noticed that there was a stone to my right, when I approached it like that, could I call it a normal stone when I watched carefully, it was more like an egg
the baby was in a cocoon, rotating with colorful shapes that complemented each other, bright white lines passing around it provided a contrasting constriction to the egg, especially the light transparency gave the appearance of someone familiar inside
as I looked at her, unwanted memories began to surface in me like a flood
i was fighting with nico, who was reincarnated in elijah's body, or rather to him
even cadell, who killed silva, was there, I believed so much that I would fight against him and win that I almost lost Tessia
I was able to create a pocket-sized passage thanks to the heart of the realm and the ether that increases my perception, but the effects were more or less predictable, this overwhelming force was breaking down my body in an undesirable way, not being able to have an asura body was my biggest loss,
and the last time my body was completely splitting into golden grains
even the memories flashed so vividly in my mind that all the memories of silvie seemed to be in front of me, that soft fox with white fur and that sad smile in the shape of a human
he drove me crazy, I hated myself, him and all
we were so used to having my dad, sylvie and the others by my side that this loss was something unique for me
once again, Agrona had succeeded, I had fallen into his traps again and again, he had managed to hit me a big blow
unwanted sobs began to come out of my dry throat, my eyes began to fog up and immediately fell one by one on the cocoon located under my hand
in fact, I did, we should have listened to silvie and left that area quickly, but cadell and the legacy made me think a lot
i tried to pull myself together and forget everything, but I couldn't, the words I never wanted to say came out of my breath instantly
I burst out laughing like crazy, "gih.. HAHAHAHA the same thing always happens." I hit my hand hard on the floor. " WHY why can't I save anyone nico cecilia my father silvie I'm ruining everything WHY
-I'm sorry, silvie, I'm - I'm really sorry, I'm sorry that you sacrificed your body, I'm sorry that I put you through this
now my mind was so tired, and my body, tingling and accumulating a fire, couldn't stand it and collapsed
'''''''''
I opened my eyes with a big shock, supported my hands and arm, gently lifted my body from the slimy and bloody place I was on
being able to move around right now has been a really unwanted blessing for me and my feelings have been very mixed
but what really attracted attention were my hands and arms, completely pale milky white, the scars and calluses that I had received from years of training could not be found anywhere, on the contrary, they were immaculate, soft
then the traces of acid where my neck was were completely gone, they went the same way on my joints, replaced by a smooth skin
as far as I understand, the other arts that silvie did did more work than rebuilding my body
even feeling this thought made me disgusted and disappointed with myself involuntarily I suffered my lips and a little blood came
a sudden realization hit me, I wanted to look at the sign that silvie gave me when I was a baby, I examined every inch of my body and across you, but there was nowhere
then I gave my gaze to the colorful burning egg and was about to take it in my hand and examine it, when a sound coming from my right made me shudder
''what do you think happened.'' said a voice
when I turned my attention back to the egg, I looked at the transparency inside it for minutes, and no matter how much I looked, a single image appeared in my mind
i'm surprised, ''this is me.. the vineyard-''
he intervened before he could Decipher
''Yes, sherlock, he's your bond, how long will you keep looking, he said'' sarcastically
when I looked at him, he was a dark ball, or rather, a ball of flame that switched between black and purple, with vertical horns on top of his head, which made him remarkable
my mouth opened in surprise, before I could continue talking, he slowly glided around me, began to examine me with a pair of white vertical eyes
"hmm, I understand, I understand, it's not bad.''
''How about we meet Her Majesty before we get too carried away?
''sir, I'm Regis sama, it's a pleasure to meet you, silvia mommy, and it's an honor for me to be born from your ass, he'' said, smiling with fine pointed teeth