For the next few weeks I've been studying and Hana Has been helping me out of school even tho she of course needs to grade other students homework and other stuff as well . Today she decided to tutor me in math which I have never studied before so this was probably the best chance I would ever have for her to teach me. When I asked her why she agreed to tutor me she said it was because I'm going to need all the help I can get to pass my classes. And I don't know if you've realized it, but I'm kind of hopeless so I have a feeling she's right. I'm actually grateful for the tutoring sessions though since she is also teaching me about sex and I like learning more about it especially when it comes to Hana. I know she is experienced in sex and I am not, so she's being very helpful to me which makes me feel safe. But what I love the most about Hana is her amazing personality. I know she's tough as nails but she is really considerate towards me. Sometimes I wonder if she feels sorry for me considering what happened in my past.
We walked to the park near my apartment complex. It was still early in the afternoon and it was still quite chilly outside so I wore an extra thick jacket.
"Are you cold?" she asked me worriedly. "No, I'm fine." I replied smiling slightly. "Okay! We'll stop at that cafe across from the park," she said pointing ahead of us. I nodded my head and watched her curiously as she crossed the street. I noticed that her hair was slightly messed up from pulling her hoodie over her head, which added some extra charm to her look. I loved seeing her wear different outfits. The one she was currently wearing was a blue denim skirt that came down halfway down her thighs and a white blouse that ended above her knees. She had dark black converse on her feet, the ones I always wear when going somewhere with her since they are much faster to walk with and easier to run in than boots. Her black hair was pulled back into two high pony tails. I loved seeing her like this. It made me feel like I was the only person that mattered in her life because no one else was important enough.
I shook myself out of my thoughts and followed Hana across the street. We eventually arrived at the cafe and went inside. It wasn't too crowded, but the place still had that comfortable, old fashioned air.
When we got in the queue Hana took my hand and gave it a brief squeeze before releasing it. I didn'T think anything of it at first and assumed that she was trying to comfort me because I looked a bit uneasy. However, when we stood waiting in line for our drinks I realised that maybe she was giving me comfort from her own experiences with crowds. I was glad that she did. After getting our order (her favorite, a chocolate milkshake and vanilla frappe), I handed over some money to the barista. "You can sit if you want." Hana said, pointing towards a couple seats off to the side of us by the window.
"Oh um... okay..." I muttered nervously and then quickly sat down. As soon as I did so, Hana immediately took her phone out of her pocket and began typing furiously. I stared at her weirdly, not knowing what to make of her sudden change in behavior.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
She raised her gaze from her phone and turned to face me, grinning slightly, as she set the phone back down and put her hands on my thighs. "Showing your mommy."(wonder what that means) she whispered in a seductive tone and I stared at her wide eyed. Did she really just say that!? I mean we've seen each other naked, hugged and kissed but we've not yet gone any further. Not that I minded. I just hope that she knows that it's going to take much more than a hug or kisses to get me where she wants me to go, although I would be lying if I said she didn't make me feel good when she touched me.
Hana looked at me and smiled mischievously. A wicked glint flashed in her eyes and I instantly knew she must have another intention when she leaned in and gave my lips a gentle peck. I felt her soft, tender, lips brush against mine and I melted into her touch. Just as we were about to deepen the kiss however, she quickly separated from me and pulled back slightly.
"Sorry, baby, but we haven't finished talking about our talk last night yet." she said, placing her hands behind her back and looking around us slightly awkwardly. "And besides, I'm not done kissing you yet, so let's wait till we finish our drinks." She winked at me playfully before she returned her attention back to the counter.
I sighed and grabbed my straw and dipped it into my milkshake. "Fine, I guess I can wait..." I mumbled as I drank from my glass and licked off the remaining milkshake from my straw. Once again I noticed her staring at my lips when I lowered the drink to my mouth. She seemed like she wanted to reach out and caress the corner of my lips. I frowned and placed the cup down on the table before reaching out for her hands again. I slowly dragged my fingertips along her knuckles and interlocked them together, squeezing lightly.
We finished our drinks fairly quickly. I paid the bill and we walked out of the cafe together holding hands.
"So how are we gonna do this?" Hana whispered as we walked through the corridor. We had walked up to our door which meant we had to walk past a group of boys who were hanging around outside their room chatting loudly amongst themselves. Hana looked uncomfortable. "Uh, what should we do? Should we just go in?" I asked her. She paused briefly. "Hmm.. yeah. Yeah that sounds like a good idea." she said and then opened the door. I walked inside after her and shut the door behind me.
To Be Continued...