Therefore, with the real Miyuki's appearance, the sense of relief and regaining something lost was indescribable for Renji. Nothing could have relieved him more.
There were many such negative emotions.
Sometimes, in the deep of the night, Renji would wonder if he truly deserved their love, or he would rack his brains on how to play the role of Ashen properly. He worried about making mistakes, revealing a side of himself that differed from their perception of the Ashen they know, fearing they might leave him.
These were just feelings Renji suppressed, as he was just an ordinary person who stayed at home and played games.
Such negative emotions were a hidden danger. Renji might not have shown them yet, but as they accumulated, they would inevitably explode at some point.
However, at this moment, Miyuki's knee pillow seemed to have a magical power, allowing Renji to let down all his guards and vulnerabilities, revealing his weakest side to her.
