David
I know it bothers me so much. I wonder what my father was thinking by suggesting such a thing. I know we do some absurd things but there are just some things I don't like to be a part of.
Or it could be that I'm growing a soft spot for Maria and it's going deeper than I thought.
How do I even explain the fact that I just followed her to her room trying to talk her into figuring something else out.
Which actually has led into me sitting right next to her on her bed, with my palm at the back of her hand and now we're staring at each other after I just told her how much this bothers me.
That's not the best or the worst part. Did I just tell her that the thought of another man taking advantage of her beauty bothers me.
Which has gotten me thinking. Is it the fact that the woman involved is Maria that is making me feel this bad? What if it were some random lady. Would I be against it this much?
