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Chapter 18 - Shivers

The door burst open revealing a shirtless Zayn. His hair was tied in a man bun, some strands ghosting his eyes and the side of his face. My breath hitched staring at him with wide eyes as he smirks at me. 

He looked so hot. You could call it a full moon glow because damn did he look sexier than sexy. 

"I told you to leave didn't I?" He says in a low and husky voice. My legs almost gave up on me but I just stumbled opening my mouth but no words could leave my mouth. He fully comes out, grabbing my hand and pulling me with him into the house. 

To say that my heart wasn't in my ass right now would be an understatement because it literally was. 

The house was quiet unlike them, Everytime you come into this house there must always be one thing or the other going on, but now no one was present in the sitting room as we walked up the stairs to Zayn's room. 

Finally getting into his room and shutting the door, Zayn shoved me against the door as soon as it closed pressing his body against mine. 

"You are one stubborn woman my angel" He buries his fingers in my afro caressing my scalp. 

"I was just curious," I said in a voice barely there. 

He runs his nose on my cheek down to my neck. "I like that." He whispers in my ear, placing a kiss on it before stepping back, taking my hand in he's and pulling me further into the room. 

"Like I told you yesterday..." He sits on the edge of the bed pulling me by my waist making me sit on his lap. "I have learnt self control.." He says kissing my lips softly "And we both don't want a kid, at least not now"

He kisses me again deepening our kisses and I can feel his erection pressing hard onto my thigh and his hands gripping my thighs. He pulls back with a sweet smile. 

"What now?" I ask, feeling flustered.

He smiles looking directly into my eyes "Now we dance" He pulls me up to stand. I stare at him wide eyed for a moment before laughing.

"Dance?" He nods, turning on the mp3 on his table. 

He presses play and shivers by Ed Sheeran start to boom in the room. 

He grabs my hand and pulls me close to his frame, his hands moving on my waist to hold me. His face still inches away from mine. Zayn starts singing along with a wide smile and moving his hips.

I blush as his eyes find mine "I never kissed a mouth that tastes like yours" He sings and surprisingly his voice was angelic, I didn't take Zayn to be a singing type and one with a great voice at that. He was a better singer than I thought, the way he sang the lyrics to me and the way his voice seemed to resonate in my ears made me lose track of reality around us. 

His hands slide up to cup my cheeks and place a quick kiss on my lips making me giggle. 

We swayed to the music while his body pressed against my front "Oh yeah I want it all" he sings. 

I smirk "Lipstick on my guitar ohh, fill up the engines we can drive real for" I sing making him nod in amazement.

"Go dancing underneath the stars" 

"Oh yea I want it all~" 

"Oh you got me feeling like.. I wanna be that guy, I wanna kiss your eyes, I wanna drink that smile.. I wanna feel like I'm.. like my souls on fire" He stops dancing when he sings those lines, his expression turning serious as he looks at me.

It feels like something changed inside me. Something more intimate.

My heart began beating faster as he moved closer, his lips grazing over mine. This felt different. It felt like something new was happening between us.

Our mouths moved together slowly and gently, as if each movement were meant for the other. The song was still on but it felt like there was no other sound except our heart beats. His lips were soft and warm against mine, it felt like the very first time his lips touched mine, it felt like every cell in my body was alive. I wanted more but knew we had to stop, so I pulled back giving him a small smile, my head slightly tilted.

Zayn moves further chasing my lips before sighing in defeat and placing his forehead against mine and his arms wrapped around my body. Our breathing was uneven and his chest rising and falling rapidly. I brought my hand to his face, and to the bun behind his head, loosening it, his hair fell over his face and cheek. I pushed the part covering his eyes to one side and placed a small peck on his jaw. 

"Zayn" I breathed out his name running my hand through his hair, my heart still racing.

"Hmm?" He hums, stepping closer, making my back connect with the wall. His hands run slowly from my hips to my butt and I moan softly.

"I love you" I whisper softly, my heart still beating fast, but I know he heard me. He doesn't reply though, his eyes searching mine. 

"I love you too" He finally says after a while of silence smiling softly, his eyes glowing bright blue and my heart beats even faster if that were even possible.

His lips meet mine again and his hand reaches up to my neck and he tilts my head back allowing him to deepen our kiss. I wrap my arms around his neck, bringing myself even closer to him.

When he breaks off the kiss, his lips find my neck, I feel his fangs grazing flesh and I whimper slightly. "I want to mark you" He whispers lightly, digging his fangs into my flesh fighting the urge to bite down. I shiver under his touch and feel my arousal grow. I bite my lip hard trying to suppress a moan.

Zayn abruptly pulls away sucking in a sharp breath, he takes three steps away breathing heavily. "Please- I don't know how to say this in the nicest way" He laughs, his voice sounding rough. "Please go...if we continue...we might not like the outcome" He says looking down at his claws.I had no idea he would be this affected. He looked different, different in a good way. I've never seen his claws out before or even his fangs.

I swallow hard taking a step closer but he quickly moves back "Ah Ah Ah..don't" He laughs allowing me to see his white fangs clearly. "I'll see you tomorrow" 

He says as he disappears to the bathroom, closing the door behind him.