"Shit, what a headache," I groaned as I woke up.
My first reaction of the day was to put my hand on my forehead. For some reason I didn't know, I was feeling an intense pain that seemed about to explode my skull.
With difficulty, I sat up on my leaf bed. Since I arrived in this world, this was the first time I felt such a strong and sharp headache.
"Urgh... Why the hell does it hurt so much?" I questioned myself, trying to open my eyes, but the pain was so much that I couldn't even do it.
Looking for a solution, I took a healing potion from my inventory. I took off the cap and drank a little, feeling the warm liquid go down my throat. To make sure, I put some of the potion on my fingers and rubbed it on my forehead.
"Urff~~," I groaned again, feeling immediate relief as a warm sensation permeated my head, making the pain disappear in a matter of seconds.
Curiously, only now did I feel a slight burning sensation down there, but it also began to disappear. After the pain completely disappeared, I finally managed to open my eyes without any problems.
Unlike usual, Kurama and Usagi were not snuggled up to me, they were a little further away lying next to each other.
As Usagi had a trauma with Kurama because of the training to catch the wolves, it took her a while to get comfortable in his presence. But now it seems that this trauma no longer exists.
It's good that they are getting along.
"Hmm?"
As I stretched, I felt the cold air that entered through the crack in the door hitting my bare chest.
Since when do I sleep shirtless?
Looking hastily around, I saw my clothes on the floor next to my leaf bed.
Strangely, it wasn't just my shirt...
When I looked more closely, next to my clothes were the rags Rin wore.
Wait!
Looking down, I realized that it wasn't just my upper body that was without clothes. I was completely naked!
Confused, I jumped out of bed and looked around.
What happened?!
Although I looked carefully, everything seemed normal. Or rather, almost normal...
Rin, who usually sleeps next to me with the other two, was still there. However, I noticed something that I could not ignore.
Normally, this would not be cause for alarm, but if Rin's rags were next to my clothes, and I was naked, of course she would also be naked.
If I added the fact that both of us were naked to the fact that Kurama and Usagi had moved away...
*Swallow*
Swallowing hard, I tried to contain the wave of anxiety that was taking over me. But due to the silence of the cave, the sound echoed loud enough to wake Kurama and Usagi.
"No, no, this can't be happening!" I said as I shook my head in denial. "This is completely impossible!"
Although I didn't believe that something had happened, I still needed to confirm.
Observing Rin from top to bottom, I noticed some dark spots in the area of her chest. I'm sure they weren't there when I bathed her yesterday.
My heart started beating faster and a feeling of unease settled in my chest.
"I-It was insects, right?" I stuttered as I imagined the possibilities.
As I continued to look, I noticed that the marks were not only in her chest area, there were also some on her neck.
"There are some big insects with violent bites, right? It must be that!"
Swallowing hard again, I prepared myself to look between her legs. Although I was used to bathing her and even washing her entire body, for some reason, I was afraid to look.
But if I don't look, I won't know...
Gathering my resolve, I directed my gaze to her groin and what I feared most was there.
Between her slender thighs, there was something white that seemed to have dripped onto the bed leaves and then dried.
"Nothing stops her from going out to mate, right?" I murmured as I tried to deny the obvious.
Unfortunately, I was sure that this theory had no chance of happening.
When I made the door, or rather, when I made the huge block that closes the entrance of the cave, I did it in a way that it could only be opened and closed using the inventory. That said, it is not possible to open the entrance by pushing the block.
The only other way to open the cave entrance would be to completely break down the door, which was not the case...
As my mind searched for other possibilities to deny what had happened, I looked at my groin.
Just like Rin's groin, mine was also in a similar state. More specifically, my member contained a kind of white 'substance' that had dried.
Although I didn't need any more reasons to stop denying, the situation seemed to want to make sure I understood what had happened. As I alternated my gaze between my groin and Rin's, in addition to the white content, hers also had some red streaks that looked like dried blood.
There was still more, the pungent and characteristic odor that reminded me a little of bleach penetrated my nostrils.
Adding everything up to the burning sensation I felt in my member when I woke up, it was clear that this white substance was semen… My semen...
"Damn it!" I shouted, feeling the agitation inside me.
Due to my shout, Rin, the only one still sleeping, jumped off the bed of leaves while making goblin noises and looking around in a state of alertness.
After finding nothing, she turned to me. I tried to calm down as I looked at her, who was now awake and sitting, looking at me with her sleepy and curious eyes.
She seemed a little confused by my reaction, but that didn't last long and her eyes quickly went down to my groin.
Even though I was already used to bathing naked in the river with Rin, for some reason, I felt strange. With my face burning with embarrassment, I quickly covered my private parts with my hands.
"How can this be happening?" I asked myself, unable to understand how this had happened.
Unlike me, Rin seemed to behave as usual. Ignoring my shame, she ran to jump on me and rubbed her small peaks against my chest.
Although I felt that the almost scarce softness was somewhat pleasant, I quickly tried to distance any indecent thoughts that might be arising in my mind.
But my body seemed to be reacting on its own, and my arousal started to increase against my will.
Without hesitation, I pushed Rin away from me, as she looked at me with a confused expression.
"Something's wrong with my body," I murmured to myself, unable to understand what was happening.
Even though Rin has a beautiful gem between her legs and is practically identical to a human, I've bathed her before and this has never happened.
Just trying to process what just happened, I felt dizzy and confused. Rin, on the other hand, was still there, looking at me with her usual expression.
Moreover, why don't I remember anything?
Could it be that because of my accumulated desire and exhaustion, I ended up succumbing to my primal desires?
Damn it!
At the moment, the reason is the least important thing. This won't change the fact that my first time was with a goblin.
Since I couldn't do anything to change the facts, I calmed down after a while.
For better or worse, I had no memory of anything, so I decided to pretend it never happened.
Right, that's the best course of action to take.
I nodded to myself, agreeing with my own thoughts.
"Since I don't remember, then it didn't happen," I said out loud, trying to convince myself.
*Gruonn~~*
With a hungry stomach rumbling for food, I was dragged out of my thoughts and Rin looked at me asking for food.
"Just a minute," I said, grabbing my clothes from the floor.
When I thought everything was going to be okay, something I had ignored came to my mind like a lightning bolt. My body instantly froze and I felt a chill down my spine as I began to sweat intensely.
"No no no!" I muttered frantically to myself.
The last time this happened was when I met Milka's master, but this time the reason was different.
Even though I wanted to ignore what happened, fate didn't seem to want to cooperate with me. As far as my knowledge goes, being a goblin, Rin is extremely fertile and can have children with other races.
Losing momentarily the strength in my legs, I almost fell to the ground.
"I-I-I'm going to be a goblin's father?"