Chapter 2 - my lost for money

I got married to Mike. he loves me so much

all my friends are jealous of the love Mike was showing me .

but that was not my business, all I wanted was the money.

I was 19 years ago when I got married to him. my mum advice I should not marry him. but I needed the money.

I think life was all about money. he takes care of me but he will never give me money, he likes buying things himself, I don't have access to his account or money. I can't even buy anything without telling him

i continue cause nobody to talk to

it was my decision to marry him. the only person I could talk to then was my best friend called pasa, I told her everything that was happening in my marriage, and she advice I should get pregnant 😭

I followed her advice and after 2 months I became pregnant 🤰 my husband started showing me love the more, which I started loving him, but the love I have for money was much.

one day I told him to open a hair dressing salon for me, which he did. he gave me money to buy what I needed in the shop which I didn't.

I saved it up to runaway after giving birth.

when ever he ask about the money I will tell him I have ordered what I want but it will take a while.

thank God he went for business which will take him 10 months to finish

so I put the shop he got for me on rent

so I can add up to my savings.

the day I went into labor my sister was with me, after that I gave birth to a baby girl,

so my husband came back, after the naming ceremony he left, I thought of running away but come to think of it. how can I take care of my baby without a father? so I decide to stay for a while. after that my husband completed his 10 months of work and came back, we all live happily but I never wanted him, because he was older than me, after 2 years I decided to leave and drop my baby for him,

but my heart was not at rest so I took my baby along.

I run away to stay with a guy called Emmanuel he was my brother for a while he became the kind of guy I ever wanted, so I fell in love with him. my mum and siblings never wanted it but I stick to my decision.

cause he loves me and I was ready to do everything possible to get married to him.

after a while he lost his job and I was not working

we started suffering that we can't even feed well

I started regretting why I left my marriage

my baby stop going to school

I have been begging my husband and he don't want to forgive me, and accept me back even as his married to another person I will want to be the second wife

I have made mistake in my married 😭😭