It's been a whole summer and a couple months after that embarrassing moment at that tour. I get out of the car for the first day of orientation, HE remembered my name again and greeted me as I walked out of my moms car. I had glasses on and a new haircut. I was surprised he even remembered me.
Throughout the day we had short encounters and he would offer a fist bump whenever he can. I felt that my fist bumps were too much for him. I hit him very hard.. I learned it from Naustiv who's from my past school. (Naustiv love my other book) During lunch he briefly sat next to me and asked how the school lunch was, I had forgotten I was lactose intolerant and I was eating a cheese quesadilla. I told him I was lactose intolerant and he gave me a somewhat concerned face lol. (I did have to go to the bathroom after that) He told me I could ask for a personalized meal at the front office, then he left.
After the table and everything was cleaned up he came back with a concerned face and asked if I was alright. I told him I went to the bathroom already. At times we had really awkward situations, he would ask me a question and sometimes I just.. can't really muster the words out of my mouth and it becomes delayed.
From time to time I see the original founder working or talking to other students, and I do see him leaving early a lot.
It was the next day and I had a unplanned lunch. I didn't want to eat because my stomach was hurting. I don't think it was from the hunger, but rather I think it was from those quesadillas and I gulped down yogurt for breakfast. He came over and saw that I wasn't eating, I didn't get any school food because it was mac and cheese, just thinking about it makes me hurt already lol. Anyways, my stomach was hurting really bad and he realized why I wasn't eating so he walked over to me and my friends table and offered me some fruit instead. He asked if I couldn't eat bread, I didn't have the courage to say that.. I didn't want the bread so I accepted whatever he gave me. He then got a tray of fruit and gave it to me, I tried to thank him as much as I could, I didn't want to eat, but I tried not to waste the food he gave me. As he left he went over to the front desk, I felt like he was talking about how I was lactose intolerant and most school foods have dairy. At the end of school he walked over to me and said, "I care about you, I want to make sure you eat, I care about all my students." I'm not sure what I responded with but I probably said thanks or something..
Every time that I think of Karne, I have the urge of wanting to hug him. I've always wanted to hug the people I love. I never hug anyone unless I'm forced to do it when there's family, but I want to hug Mr.K. He looks so huggable omg. I'm not sure how I am going to get over him, but I'm gonna have to meet him every day until I graduate. I truly wish he stays as the principal, in the near future I hope that we can always be on good terms.