As Emily wrestled with her decision, her thoughts kept circling back to her past experiences working in an orphanage. It was a time in her life when she had willingly given her time and effort without pay, just to be with the children she cared so deeply for.
"I don't want to stop working now I still need some money and more time before I start up my own business and become independent thought Emily"
and at The same time the thought of her former relationship with james Ethan's brother brought a bittersweet pang to her heart, she also didn't want to have anything to do with that family. It was a reminder of the twists and turns life had thrown her way, and now it was also leading her to this unconventional crossroads with Ethan himself.
Nonetheless, Emily's soft spot for kids remained a constant in her life. Her compassion for them had never waned, and it was a facet of her character that had drawn her to the orphans in the first place.
In the midst of her uncertainty, Emily had to confront the fact that her heart had a deep well of care and affection for children. It was a facet of her character that she couldn't easily dismiss, even in the face of her reservations about Ethan's proposal.
finally Emily made her decision sure she will get married to him till she has saved enough to be independent but it will still be at her own terms and conditions