Demyan
Ethan had been avoiding me. It had been three weeks and I had not seen him. He responded to my texts with one word replies and when I tried to organise a playdate between the children, his nanny, Gabby would bring Belli over.
I knew he had spent Christma with his family in Italy whilst we spent ours in Ireland. He also mentioned being in New Zealand for a week but did not elaborate anymore.
I felt like I had ruined things by telling him how I felt, but there was no way I could keep it in me any longer. Being next to him and being unable to touch him, was suffocating. I had made peace with my divorce during this period. Malia and I had our boundaries and I was doing my best at following it.
