Demyan
My body felt restless even though I was extremely tired. The large king sized bed with the most comfortable duvet and pillows felt almost like lead on my body. Suffocating and not providing the comfort I needed. Even though my room was toasty, the bed felt cold and extremely empty.
Bunbun was asleep next to me. She was a very quiet kitten so far, but seemed extremely shy with her beautiful blue eyes. I wondered if this would be a good test for me on how to learn to take care of a baby. Yes, I had helped out with Oksana when she was a baby, but we always had a nanny to help and our parents were very hands on.
It would be weird to know that the baby was mine. I wondered if she or he would look more like Malia or like me. If they did I hoped they had her cute button nose and cheeky-shy smile. I hoped if it was a girl that she would be as small as Malia, although I doubted it since I was so huge.
