I used to think that I could do whatever I wanted, that the only thing that prevented me, was coming to believe that even if I tried. It wouldn't help.
One day in the country Aida, a woman of about 25 years old, according to what she says, but in reality she is 29.
I had accidentally "borrowed" his ID, realizing the truth in his age. But I haven't shared that information with anyone yet, at least I didn't want to, I don't gain anything by saying it.
Besides, I've been here for 2 years now, and I don't even know my colleagues well.
At first I tried to meet them, but I have already lost all interest and in a certain way.
I know it's my fault.
Anyway, this woman is my teacher at school, and right now she's yelling at me for some reason.
-Narukami Wake up!
… Honestly, I don't want to get up, I had finally managed to relax and sleep.
Seriously, I don't want to wake up.
-NARUKAMI!!
...
I take a look around me to know the situation, and when I open one of my eyes, I see this woman who has been yelling at me for a while.
With a chestnut brown curly hair. She had a good figure and a narrow waist. White skin and long legs. Average as 170 cm.
It looks like he's about to go crazy. You could see the vein protruding from his forehead.
I started to get up and immediately started yawning and stretching.
-... I'm sorry, teacher. What was he saying?
-Which is what I want?! If you hadn't fallen asleep you would realize that class ended 5 minutes ago!
-Oh.
Now that you mention it, I'm the only one sitting in the room.
-It's late, collect your things and go home. I have more important things to do
After giving me that kind farewell. She started doing her hair and putting on makeup.
I'm sure that "important" thing will be another date, only to be turned down a few more times. What is no longer the fourth this week? Well, I hope this is the good one, I should cheer you up…
-Very good teacher, see you tomorrow... oh and. Good luck!
-Yes!... No, wait, why?!
Giving me that automatic response, to then wonder and suspect what I told him. I took my things and left immediately.
When I left I noticed that there was no one left at school, I hurried so as not to get home late, I don't want to worry anyone, especially my mom.
About to reach the exit of the school, someone spoke to me.
-Hello, Singular, are you leaving without saying goodbye to us?
A boy my age, accompanied by 2 boys, called me in a mocking tone.
-...
I guess I'll be late again today...
<- - - - - - - - - ->
As if it were a daily routine...
I am taken to a place where almost no one travels, so that they can beat me to their liking. It's been like that for a few years now, and it's always these three guys. I don't even know their names, and not that they really matter.
-We've been waiting for you for a while and we even thought that you had died in the living room. Don't you want to join us anymore?
Of course not.
The boy I spoke to… I don't know his name, but he always has a hat on his head.
I'll call him (hat idiot). Since he's always the one who talks the most, I guess he's the leader of the three.
-And they waited so long for me? Should I feel flattered?
-Ha ha ha, listen to what this one says, Singular. Do you think that our life revolves around you? Don't consider yourself so special, useless.
-Well... From my point of view, isn't it?
-Urk…
Hearing my answer, his expression fell a bit.
He (idiot in the hat) didn't speak this time. If not the one on his right.
His name... I don't know what it is. But he always has glasses, so he will be (glasses idiot).
And finally, to the left of (idiot with the hat), as if trying to stop him from talking, he hits me on the right cheek.
The blow makes me lean against the wall on my back so as not to fall.
-Don't be clever with us. If we want to hit you, we do it and that's it. So wipe that smile off your face, Singular.
Obviously, I don't know his name either. But his front teeth are larger than usual. So it will be (idiot, toothy).
Anyway, these three idiots are what have been bothering me throughout my studies at this school, and to be clear, I don't know why…
No. Yes, I know, and it has to do with what they call me.
Singular.
In simple terms. Every living being in this world, whether human or animal, has the ability to manifest the Aura that is within it, called the Spiritual Aura.
This strange entity practically allows you to do things that the average human couldn't. There are people who are dedicated to training that ability, they are known as Ripper.
But. Where do I fall in all this? Well, I am one of the few people who cannot manifest that strange Aura. Therefore, the company decided to classify them as Singular. Referring to a single unit.
Or something like that.
So in a certain way, I am special… But not in the way I wanted.
While holding my cheek from the blow. He (hat idiot) grabs my shirt and pushes me against the wall, with a look of contempt.
-I don't understand? Why every time we hit you, you never defend yourself and you always have this attitude as if this is a game?... So there's no fun in bothering you.
I wonder too.
Even though they annoy me. Even though I might be able to defend myself, no matter how many there are… I always decide to do nothing.
I guess I know, I'm not going to gain anything if I do it. Once I defend myself, I know I'm going to lose.
I don't have a reason to act, since idiots like them are everywhere, and it will never end. So I decided to disguise this impotence with a miserable smile.
But… I want you to know.
-…Because?...
-...?
As if you don't understand my question, I tell you what I've always wanted to ask you.
-Because I? Is it because I'm a Singular?
Yes, isn't it obvious?
...
By giving me that quick answer, as if it were the most normal thing. I froze for a moment.
Appearing a smirk, and tightening his grip on my shirt, he said.
- I don't know, if you have noticed? But haven't you come to wonder? Why can we keep bothering you? Why hasn't anyone done anything even though it's obvious what we do?
-...
As if interpreting my silence, he told me what I already knew... But he didn't want to accept it.
-Nobody will care what we do to him, to a useless, Singular, like you.
-_____ ________
…That hurt.
They started laughing out loud, while I stood there motionless.
I didn't want to… I really didn't want to believe it… But those are the facts, that even a 10-year-old boy like me knows.
…. Even so, if things will be like this, I will not indulge them.
-…hahaha...
Suddenly they stopped laughing and having strange expressions on their faces.
He (idiot in the hat) annoying, speaks.
-What makes you fun?
Are you serious?
In the most haughty way that I can be, I put a smile on my face, just to tell you.
-What do I find funny? All! What pathetic losers wasting time out of their miserable lives with a simple Singular like me! OH! I don't know?... Tell me, between you and me, who is more pathetic?
Clearly, I am more pathetic because I let myself be beaten
-Huh?!
I think if I missed a little with what I said.
Every part of me hurts, seriously. I have to stop insulting them, but the things they said to me, they brought it on themselves.
I'm a mess, my clothes are dirty and I have bruises all over.
I have to think of an excuse for when I get home, I'm about to get there, everyone must already be in the house, so I can enter without anyone knowing... Maybe if I enter carefully and go to my room without Say hello to no one, so I have time to get ready to avoid questions… Yeah, I guess I'll do that.
While I was making my magnificent plan, I had already arrived at my house.
The pressure of the mission began to rise, and was about to enter. I place my hand on the doorknob and open it quietly so they won't hear me.
Very good. Now I just have to open, close, and run to my room.
I pushed the door as slowly as possible, for now everything was going well.
Only when I peeked out, there was a woman standing with her arms crossed.
Long shiny black hair, fair-skinned and good-looking, with a sharp and stern expression, her height was 175 cm. It was my older sister, Rena.
-So you decided to show up! Do you have any idea what time it is?! You had us worried… Hey! Why are you so dirty and hit-?!
I closed the door immediately.
The door swung open.
-Don't pretend you don't see me! Come in at once, you have a lot to explain!
Hearing Rena's words, I accepted my fate and went inside without replying.
As I walked to the living room I could see the same scene that I always see when I arrive.
A woman sitting in the living room drinking a quiet tea. Long black hair like Rena, beautiful in appearance with pure white skin. She was my mother.
And a girl about my age sitting on the sofa. He also had black hair just like me. But it was cut to the neck that framed her face, very pretty and with a sharp look. It was my little sister, Risa.
By the way, the only thing I have in common with them is the color of their hair and skin, as well as having those sharp eyes. However, they made me look like a criminal.
Now the problem is that I just made eye contact with my mom and I could see her almost choke on her tea.
-Cough! Ry, what happened to you? Why are you in that state?
My mom, coughing up the tea, I start to wonder about my appearance. I notice that Risa, listening, glances at me, but immediately starts reading again.
Will it be an interesting book?
-Calm down, I'm fine, okay? I just…
I try to calm my mom who was upset, while Rena who was behind me gives me a look as if waiting for my explanation.
Don't look at me like that, okay? You make me nervous.
I pause to think what to say, next.
-If I said that I fell down some stairs, would you believe me?
-Of course not!
Immediate rejection.
My mom and Rena responded at the same time.
-You've been coming home like that for days now! Do you fall off the same ladder every day?! I don't think you're such an idiot?! If someone is bothering you you have to tell us!
…Ah, seeing my mom with such an anguished face, it's not something I love to see. But I don't want you to worry about this, it's my problem.
I'll figure out a way to stop this.
So I have to end this discussion now. I don't want to alter it anymore.
-… Mom, I know it's hard to believe, but it is what it is. I'll be more careful next time, so...
-Lie.
-…Huh?
My mom gets up from her chair, and starts walking towards me.
-Why, why don't you tell me the truth?! If you don't tell me, then I won't be able to help you!
Trying to reason with me. It was getting closer and closer.
-Ry?
…Please don't look at me like that.
Wanting to reach me with his hands, I stepped back.
-Ah…
Seeing me move away from her, she put on an expression as if she was stunned... Seriously, it hurt me to see her like this. It hurt more than the bruises on it.
I turned around, and without even seeing her.
-I already told you that I'm fine… I'm going to go to my room.
-Wait, Ry, not yet…!
Suddenly my mother started coughing and fell to her knees.
-Cough! Cough!
-Mother!
Rena screamed and started to help her. Immediately, Risa stopped reading and came to help as well.
…Ah, it was exactly what I didn't want…
My mom has always been in poor health for a long time. So I have always avoided any incident that could upset her… But she has always been like that.
-I'm… Cough!, Well…
Apparently she managed to recover, and my sisters began to help her get up. While I just keep watching without doing anything. I couldn't, I'm the one who made it like this.
Shit.
I really felt disgusted. My mom and Rena looked at me with concern. And Risa just gave me a look of hate.
I don't blame her.
I can't keep watching this.
Turning my back to them, I start up the stairs, stopping halfway.
-… Sorry.
-Ry?!
I go to my room and lock the door.
A while later, I could hear another familiar voice coming from the front door. It must be my grandfather's, apparently he was still outside.
…Nevertheless, I laid down on my bed, my body was too heavy, I guess I went through a lot today, so I immediately fell asleep.
-… What a headache
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The next day, I got up early still sore from the blows.
I went to shower and change my clothes to go back to school. I didn't want to talk to anyone, especially not my mom and Rena.
Luckily, Rena had already left for work, she is a hospital nurse and gets up early to get to her shift, so she always leaves breakfast ready on the kitchen table.
She does work a lot. I have to help her from time to time.
As I was thinking about that, I started to eat by myself and quickly to get out at once. But when he was about to finish someone went down the stairs.
Laughter, good morning.
-… Hello good.
Risa, with a cold expression, gives me an answer in the same way as her attitude, so I unintentionally give her a nervous smile.
He then sat down 2 chairs away from me and started eating.
… Hates me?
To be honest, I don't hate Risa, but her indifference to me is a big hindrance. I know what happened with mom last night was my fault, but… the air around her is very different when she talks to me than to others.
Anyway, in a way I think I can talk to her. But I can't think of what to say.
While picking up my plate after finishing eating, Risa took out a book and began to read it while eating.
Yes, he likes to study.
I like reading too. But due to circumstances I have not had the time.
I started to wash my plate and I came up with a topic to talk about.
-Hey Risa, what is that book you're reading about?
-… Math.
Without even looking at me, he answered me...
-Yes, you like to study, right? If you need help you can ask me.
-… I'll keep it in mind.
-Your brother is also good in other subjects, so don't just limit yourself to math, so…
I was giving my all. I even put on my best smile, but…
-Do you mind? I have an exam and I can't concentrate with your scandal.
-I'm sorry.
I was scolded by my little sister… Again.
After cleaning my plate and being rejected by Risa, I grab my backpack and head for the door.
-I'm going first.
-… Bye bye.
I think she's upset, I'll have time to fix things. I leave the house and am on my way to school.
Let's see how this day turns out.
Today's classes are over.
Nothing bad happened so far...
-… Hey, what does this mean?
The whole class had already left and they had left me alone in the classroom. As usual.
And now I have a mountain of books in front of me.
-I need you to take these books to the library. I count on you.
-Wait…
The woman who is supposed to be my teacher was looking at me from the other side of the desk.
But… why does she look upset?
Seeing my confused face, the teacher sighed.
-…Narukami, to be frank. I'm annoyed.
-With me?! Because? Is it because I fell asleep in class again?
-No, that's not why, but you also have to stop sleeping when I teach.
Apparently I'm not quite the problem this time.
-Did something go wrong with your date?
-H-how do you know?!... It doesn't matter, the truth is that it does. The man he agreed to see me with, he took me to a restaurant, he wasn't that handsome, but he looked decent. We started talking, and listen to this. The most awkward topic of conversation you can have on a date, he suddenly started talking about other women he's dated, other women! Oh really?! I had to put up with those stories and to top it off! Bad jokes that wouldn't make his own mother laugh! And at the end he says that he forgot his wallet and I had to pay for that horrible dinner! huh?! Can you imagine?! Wasn't that terrible?!
Why are you telling me all this?
It's more. Why am I listening to her?
The teacher took her frustration out on me.
Apparently we both had a bad time yesterday. I don't understand what you're trying to achieve by telling me your problems.
What I want to understand is.
-I understand that you're upset and everything, but I don't understand why you chose me to carry these books? Am I the only one in the class?! Don't you have anyone else instead of me?! Why don't you tell these things to someone other than me?! And if by chance he doesn't have one?! Find one, antisocial-teacher!
- Oh, you said it! It's not that we teachers don't go out because we don't want to! I'm just waiting for a wonderful man who understands! My work keeps me very busy! Don't cover your ears! Listen to me!
I put my hands over my ears to stop listening to her.
How annoying.
I really just want to go home, why do I have to put up with this? I should take these books and go.
-I just wanted someone to talk to about my problems, and unlike the other kids, you seem like someone who would understand me!
Hey… what are you trying to tell me?
-You have good grades, but you fall asleep in class! Is my class too boring that you don't care?! Oh wait!
I took the books and started walking towards the exit. But I stopped for a moment to tell him something.
-Teacher, your class is not boring. It's just that your way of teaching is very good and I can understand you very well, I've learned a lot from you and you don't have any problem... I don't know what kind of people you hang out with but... I'm sure of something, it's that it's a good teacher.
The teacher, hearing my words, began to tremble a little, with a red face and tears in her eyes, she put on an expression on her face that I see for the first time on her part.
-… Thank you. Actually.
They were simple words, but they were full of feelings.
Of course, I can't tell you that I said that just to get out of there. Even if what I said was not a lie.
I'm going to take the books. Bye bye.
-... Yes, Ah, Narukami, wait.
…Now what?
The teacher came over and grabbed my shoulder.
-Ugh!
I felt a pain in that area and let out a pained sound.
-I've been watching you for a while, and I've noticed that you've been having a face of pain all day. Is someone hurting you?
…Was the teacher so perceptive? Ignoring her worried face, I headed for the exit.
Not before, give him a smile and say something.
-There's nothing to worry about, I only had a small incident with a ladder, but I'm fine. So don't make that face, okay?
Lately, this is getting out of my control. It will be better to fix it as soon as possible so as not to worry others.
However, the teacher did not change her expression.
-Very well, if you say so, but you must tell me if something happens, yes?
…I know she doesn't have children, but right now she looked like a mother.
The teacher... Was she always this cute?
I can only nod to those words and leave.
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After taking the seriously heavy books to the library, I head for the exit and then…
-...?
I look in all directions and can't find anyone. Not even the usual idiots.
…Could it be that they got tired of waiting for me? Well, I spent a long time having a therapy class with my antisocial-teacher. Maybe what I told you yesterday about wasting time with me has affected you a bit... It's hard to believe.
After giving myself a moment to think, I decided to ignore all those things and go home.
-However, I can't help but be nervous...
Trying to leave those bad thoughts, on the way I came to a park where I used to go when I was younger.
I started to remember several things, most of them were with Risa, and without realizing it, I started to relax.
-The place looks very lonely…
I start to see the surroundings, but I couldn't see anyone.
When I decide to continue, walking I heard a voice.
-What do you want?
-…?! huh?!
I don't know how those words reached my ears. Maybe because it sounded familiar to me, but like it was an instinct. I turned to that direction.
-…Isn't that it, Risa?
They were very far away, but by straining my eyes a bit, I could clearly see that it was Risa, and she was with…
The 3 idiots?… Why? I don't understand? What is happening?
Those questions begin to formulate in my mind. But I can't answer them.
They haven't seen me and I can't hear what they're saying very well. But I can see very well what is happening.
They had Risa cornered and they're talking to her, and Risa had the same hateful expression she gives me, but worse… It's even a little scary.
What should I do?...
Unintentionally that question came. But after…
… What I can do?...
So many questions.
I didn't know how I should act. If I go there, I'd be getting into an imminent fight that I'm going to lose, and I'd be getting Risa into my troubles…
But if I don't go, these idiots… What would they do to her? As I thought about what I would do, I took another look at it to better interpret the situation.
He could see them arguing, and Risa…she still looked down on them.
If only I could hear what they say.
The idiots were behind me, I didn't know what faces they had. But, they seem a bit altered. Risa seems to have told them something that she didn't like.
Am I insulting them?... It wouldn't surprise me, considering his attitude.
As I watched them talk and come to nothing. Take a decision.
It seems they're just talking, but I don't see it going any further than that… Yes.
It's most likely... Besides, Risa is stronger than me in these cases... Yes.
I'm sure they'll just talk and she'll be fine… Yeah.
That is.
She will come home and ignore me like always and I will try to talk to her, yes….
…He was trying to convince me.
That everything will be fine.
I wouldn't have to do anything...
…When I was just one step away from turning around to leave…
Everything I believed in is gone.
-Oh!
-...Huh?
One of the idiots punched Risa in the face, causing her to fall to the ground.
...
…
… Bastards!
-From Risa's point of view-
"Bye bye". It was the last thing I said to my idiot older brother.
In the dim interior of the room. The rays of the sun that covered the window, reaching the depths of the room.
While cleaning my plate after eating. I prepare to go to school.
-Try to talk about anything that comes to your mind. It just makes you look desperate and pathetic.
Standing right at the front door, I can't help but say those words.
Seriously… Why would I need your help, someone to hurt our mother like that. Why would you want your help?
I was reading my notes while thinking that, and I couldn't help but get more annoyed.
No matter how much you think about it. I can not understand it.
Charisma, Courage, Cunning, Pride. I can't see any of that in him.
Even though he doesn't have any of that. He always has that goofy smile on his face.
Try to talk to me like we're friends. Just because we live in the same roof. Try to depend on him.
Why do I have an older brother like him?...
Anyway, I have to focus on my business now.
While I was arriving at school, it didn't take long until I reached my room where I receive classes.
Apparently the class isn't going to start yet, there weren't even that many people. Maybe I came too early.
I better take this time to study, I take the book out of my backpack and start reading.
It didn't take long for the others to start arriving. No one was paying attention to me and that's fine. I don't like being disturbed while reading.
While concentrating on my reading, at that time. She appeared.
-LAUGHAAAAAA~!
… This guy.
As if he enjoyed making me lose my sanity. This girl hugs me from behind with her arms, without me noticing.
-Good morning, Laughter! How are you today?! I see that you never waste time, already so early and you are studying! As expected of the top of the class!
-...
This annoying talking sunbeam is Sofia Keyes.
Cute, active, sweet, annoying. With a hairstyle of two brown pigtails.
There's no more scandalous girl I've ever met besides her.
She is the only person who gets to speak to me at school, the others avoid me or ignore me... But not this girl.
-... If you see that I'm reading, don't hug me like that. It's annoying.
-But Risa, we are friends and you are always busy studying or reading! You ignore me when I greet you! And if I can't make you talk to me like this, how can we talk?!
I don't know, shut up.
This girl, Sofia, I just helped her with a problem when we were studying, and that was it.
Just because he looked like a stray dog ​​on the road and I felt sorry for him. I didn't want anything from her in return but the next day she started talking to me every chance she can and she doesn't stop.
Does he at least get tired?
And now she says we're friends or something. Do what you want.
While I saw Sofia with her cheeks puffed up and colored by what I told her. I had no choice but to talk to her.
-SofĂa, did you do your homework?
-Of course, I did most of it!
-… Most?
-Yeah! I was only able to ask a few questions! But I couldn't do the others! So I was hoping you'd help me with the ones I couldn't!
-… You know, you have to start taking things more seriously.
Seriously, how does this girl pass a grade?
-How many questions could you answer?
-8!
… Hang on a minute.
-Sofia
-YEAH?
-What were not, 20 questions?
-That's right!
Where is the majority?
Apparently, he has not realized the error in his words.
-I understand now.
-Nnn, what?
-You are an idiot.
When Sofia heard what I said, she started to pout and looked like she was about to cry. Just because I brought her to reality.
Seriously, both her and "him". They are the only ones that stress me out.
-Huh?
However, I already finished studying, so I extended a hand to Sofia. Which was hitting my shoulder.
-Let me see your questions, I won't give you the answers. But I will help you solve them.
As if she had seen a miracle happen in front of her, she began to cry even more and hug me. Again.
-Thank you, Laughter! I love you! I knew you wouldn't abandon me!
Thanking me with that tear-filled face, I couldn't tell him that I'm just doing it to waste time.
-Yes I understand. We still have time before class starts, so you can stop hugging me. Hey! Did you hear me?! Let go! Stop drying your tears on my clothes! Why are you laughing?!
As I was trying to pull Sofia off me, she immediately started laughing out loud.
…Seriously, they even have that stupid smile
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After classes finished, I head to the school exit with Sofia.
-Haaaa.
-...
Which is walking like an undead, due to the mental breakdown she had from today's exam.
-Hey, walk properly, If you feel so discouraged, study more next time.
-But... It's just that it's useless, I can't understand the classes. And I don't like studying alone.
As if it were the end of the world, he began to say irrational things. The test was multiple choice and we practiced it before class, so something bad must be going through your brain if you get a low grade that easily.
-If you have problems with the classes, I can help you if you want. As long as you have time.
I don't know why I help her, but I understand that part of studying alone and how boring it is, studying in company you can learn something new... Even if it's with SofĂa.
-Oh really?! Thanks, Laughter!
Hearing my words, Sofia thanks me, and like a cat, she rushes towards me to hug me. But I dodge it by stepping aside.
-Laughter, don't dodge me! Let me hug you!
-I refuse.
Trying to hug me several times and every time I dodged her.
How annoying.
A while later, as we walk, we come to a crossroads where our paths separate. SofĂa, raising her arm without seeing where she is going, says goodbye to me and I only return it, raising my hand a little.
Watching Sofia's silhouette fade away, I take a long breath and turn around to go home.
The school is not exhausting, but her.
Walking through the streets, I take out my notes to study as I walk. A long time later I realize that I was arriving at a park.
Without realizing it, I stop for a moment at the entrance, just to observe a bit...
It hasn't changed at all, right?
I couldn't help feeling nostalgic when I saw it. I came many times with "him" here.
As I started to remember, I suddenly stopped. I shook my head several times to ignore it.
Once I calm down, I start walking or through, but…
-Hey!
A voice that I did not know, puzzled me for a moment and I turned to see.
-Do you have a moment?
About 3 guys who were smiling were standing in front of me and called out to me.
-Huh?
…Who are these idiots?
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The 3 subjects that I did not know, took me to talk to the park that was nearby.
First of all, I don't know why they wanted us to talk here? They could have told me what they wanted to tell me where we were before… something I don't like about this.
-What do you want?
I give them that obvious question to get this over with quickly and one of them speaks up.
-Hey, there's no need to be so defensive, we just wanted to ask you one thing.
-That?
The subject began to drag out the conversation longer than necessary, and upon hearing my direct responses, it seemed that he got a little annoyed.
-Do you know a Singular named, Ryuji Narukami?
-No.
-...?
They were surprised to see how quickly I denied their answer.
-If that was all, then…
-No, no, wait! we're not done yet
Didn't you say it would be a question?
While they had a stupid look on their faces, I started to get annoyed.
These guys are really annoying, why do they ask me about my brother? Could it be his friends?... No, I don't think that antisocial guy has friends, and if he did they wouldn't be asking me about him. If I have to give a logic to this. It's because these guys are the reason why my brother comes home beaten up... so the reason why our mother makes him worry and get sicker is because of them.
The more I thought, the more anger I had for these guys. Suddenly they started asking me again.
-Are you sure? You live at the same address. You must have seen it.
-If I tell you I don't know who it is. It is because it is so.
-Ugh!
I unintentionally let my anger seep into my words a bit.
Seriously, what trouble did that idiot get himself into?
He wanted to end this now.
-If they got tired of asking me the same thing over and over again! I have better things to do with my time than wasting it on idiots like you!
I don't know why I'm so angry.
Is it because they indirectly hurt my mother? Or… by "him"?
Trying to give a reason for my anger, the guys started getting angry and yelling.
-What did you say?!
One of them raised his right hand and slapped me across the face.
A strong pain perches on my face and from the force of the blow I fall to the floor.
oh, it hurts...
I put my left hand on my cheek that started to hurt, while looking at the ground.
A stinging pain, and I inadvertently let my tears out.
While exposing my tears. I don't know why.
Maybe it was a coincidence. But…
I started thinking about "him".
So…
-RIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
A shout.
The guys turned to see the person who made that sound. Only for one of them to get hit by a backpack that was thrown.
-...Huh?
As if taking advantage of the confusion, that person passes through them, standing in front of me with his back to me. That person was...
-...Ryūji?
Gonna.
The most unpleasant and useless emotion that can exist.
It's what Ryuji believed.
But… There was no room for another emotion inside him. Let it not be that.
Even as the three guys were trying to understand what just happened.
Their looks full of confusion, as if asking: "Where did it come from?"
"...Ryūji?"
-...
Turning his back on his younger sister.
Ryuji just ignored it. Hearing Risa say his name.
Having a cluster of emotions that reached the limit, I didn't have time to answer him.
Having in front of him, the reason for his anger.
Taking a firm position, with his right hand behind him, where the guys in front of him couldn't see it, and his left hand in front.
- Hey, Single. Where the hell were you hiding, appearing out of nowhere and throwing things... Never mind, you saved us the trouble of looking for you, and since you appear now, doesn't that mean, she's you...?
-Shut your damn mouth.
"...Huh?"
froze
The cold and violent response that interrupted her words, and coming from the boy whom she always beat to her cravings.
They made his face tense.
Not just his, the other two too.
As if she couldn't accept Ryuji's answer, she asks him again but with a more threatening tone.
-What did you say, damn Singular?!
Something wasn't right.
Something had changed.
Always when he was molested, beaten, humiliated beyond power.
The nonchalant expression and smile he had. As if he didn't care what might happen to him.
This time it was different.
A face they had never seen before, made them wonder if it was the same person.
Revealing serious eyes filled with anger, Ryuji replied.
Why are you still talking? Didn't they want to hit me? Well, here I am, unless… Are they scared?
Yes, that boy had changed. But…
If Ryuji knows anything about them, it's that they're easy to provoke.
-DAMNED!!
And he was right.
The three of them charged at Ryuji at the same time.
-...
A streetlight.
Ryuji is not a fighter and he knows it.
Whenever he has received blows, he never returns them, but he did want to get out of this. You will have to fight.
Being three against one, it was an obvious disadvantage. He needed to take advantage somehow.
So I take measurements beforehand.
Waiting for the moment when they were closer, he slightly loosened his right hand. Dropping a bit of what was inside.
-…?!
Risa, being behind Ryuji, was able to notice what was falling.
That is…
NOW!
With his right arm he throws the content that he was hiding in his hand.
"...Gah!?"
-What the fuck?!
-But what?!
A cloud of dust fell on them.
Earlier, when Ryuji passed between them, after throwing his backpack at them, he picked up some of the park sand that was on the ground.
Knowing that he would not win in a match, under normal circumstances against all three at once. He prefers to use any dirty trick that allows him to win.
Noting that they stopped after throwing sand in their eyes, Ryuji attacked.
Maybe I don't know how to fight, but I do know something.
The three of them are arranged in a line, so he decided to attack the one in the middle.
In all the times they hit me.
Without any fear, he punches hard in the groin with his right foot. Without any mercy.
I learned, which are the places that hurt the most if you get hit.
-Hah!
-UGHHH?!
With just one devastating attack, causing him to let out a miserable shriek, the guy could only fall to his knees.
One less.
After temporarily taking one of them out of the fight. Ryuji didn't have the luxury of relaxing, as a punch was coming from his left side.
The 2 remaining guys had already recovered from the sand in their eyes, and noticing that one of their teammates had fallen, one of them began to attack Ryuji.
Seeing that an attack was coming to his face, his reflexes only allowed him to raise both his arms to cover himself. He was able to lessen the damage a bit. But he hadn't realized that he had exposed his body.
Something the other guy didn't waste. Kicking Ryuji in the stomach. Making it roll on the ground.
-Ugh!
Pain shot through his body instantly.
Not yet recovered from previous injuries. They made him writhe in pain on the ground.
Get up fast!
Ignoring the pain in his body, Ryuji got up as fast as he could.
However, another attack was coming.
Seeing that a kick reached his face, he moved his entire body to the side.
The boy's kick hit only empty air. Still on the ground, Ryuji continued.
On the ground, he was able to notice that the subject's support foot was uncovered, with just one movement, he kicked his foot causing him to lose his balance and fall.
-…?!
Taking advantage of his fall, Ryuji gets up.
But the subject who was still standing, lashes out at him.
Hitting Ryuji in the face.
-Whoa?!
The world shook for a moment for Ryuji, but he scrambled to get his bearings, planting his feet, turned to face the boy and lands a right hand to his stomach.
-Ugh!
The boy clutched his stomach hard from the blow.
Eyes, chin, neck, stomach, crotch.
Ryuji only knew a few parts where they could cause more damage.
So decide to attack those places.
The guy he had knocked down a moment ago got up, realizing it, Ryuji launched himself at him. Making both of them roll on the ground.
Rolling in the sand, Ryuji manages to get on top of him and rains a wave of punches at him, non-stop.
-AAAAHHHHH!
Ryuji's punches weren't good at all.
Never fighting in his life, his punches were scattered everywhere, but still. The boy below him was being overwhelmed. Until leaving him out of it.
However…
Concentrating on hitting his enemy, someone interrupts his actions, kicking Ryuji, making him take off on top of the boy.
-Ugh…?!
Being on the ground, he noticed that the one who had attacked him. It was the first one that had attacked before.
I was still shaking. He had not fully recovered.
And the one who had been hit in the stomach also recovered.
But there wasn't time to understand, since between the two of them they began to hit Ryuji on the floor.
A rain of blows falls on him.
-Wow!
-Damn Singular! You are nothing but useless!
Abuse.
-Do you think you can beat us by yourself?! Don't make me laugh, loser!
Pain and blood began to well up in him.
-A Singular like you can never win! Not now, not never!
Every time his body was hit and injured. His mind began to play with him.
Useless.
Despite your effort.
Pathetic.
Despite trying.
I can not do anything.
The thoughts echoed in his head, non-stop.
Helplessness seeped into his being, not knowing what to do, he just let despair overwhelm him. Up to a point that was wondered.
Why am I in this situation?
Her body.
Why do I have to be damaged?
Mind.
Why do I have to suffer?
Heart.
Am I alive for this?
Soul.
… Yes that's how it is…
I could not do it anymore.
Wouldn't it be better...?
I was reaching the limit.
Die?...
But…
-LEAVE IT ALREADY!!
-…?! ...?!
A desperate cry broke out.
"...Ugh, what?!"
Risa, unable to take it anymore, ran through tears in a desperate fit, causing one of those attacking her brother to stop. Holding him tightly at his waist.
-I SAID TO LEAVE HIM ALONE!!
he yelled again.
Her voice, had echoed in Ryuji's mind. Making him look for where that voice came from.
… Laughter?
The blows stopped. But, it seemed that time had stopped for him.
What are you doing? Just go away…
Seeing his sister trying to save him only made the pain in his heart worse.
I didn't want any of this to happen.
She is not like me.
I didn't want to allow it.
She is not like you.
Forcing his body up.
He strives daily to improve.
I was not going to leave them.
-Let go!
-Oh!
The subject had removed Risa from him, causing her to fall to the ground. But, it was enough.
Being distracted by Risa, they had stopped attacking Ryuji for a few moments, allowing him to get up.
"...wh...?!" Ugh!
While crouching, Ryuji, with his left arm, elbows one of those who were hitting him in the solar plexus. Leaving him motionless.
-Nnn, what?!
The one who had pushed Risa, didn't have time to react. Ryuji had grabbed his shirt with his left hand.
The boy's eyes showed clear anxiety at Ryuji.
Seeing his expression filled with fury, her body was filled with despair.
Raising his right arm before him.
-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!
With all the strength he had left.
The last blow connects to his face, sending him to the ground, 2 meters away from Ryuji.
His body was face up without moving, he was unconscious.
-Haaah… Haaah… Haaah…
I was out of breath. As her body struggled to stay on her feet, she turned to look at the last of them.
-Ugh?!
He was on the ground down on one knee and hugging his stomach.
Feeling Ryuji's gaze, she let out a frightened noise.
Seeing an unreal scene before your eyes, and that person watching you, as if saying: "You're next." I terrify him.
-Hey… what are you waiting for?
Ryuji, being all beaten up, dirty, covered in blood and sweat, spoke up.
"You're the only one left, aren't you…?"
Noticing that he was there, he could only swallow saliva and step back.
-…
Ryuji couldn't fight anymore, but he realized how scared the boy was. So he decided to do an act.
-... If you're not going to continue with this anymore. Get your friends out of my sight this instant. When they wake up Tell them I don't want to see their faces ever again in my life, ever. I don't want them to come near me or my family.
His gaze could not move.
Faced with the murderous glare that Ryuji was transmitting, he couldn't move.
And if they can't do that, then…
Taking a single step, the boy's body began to shake uncontrollably. His breathing was ragged. The corners of her eyes filled with tears.
I was terrified, and as if it wasn't enough. Ryuji, I'm done.
-I'm going to kill them in this place.
-Hiii!!
The color in his face had lost all traces of color, in his soul, Ryuji became a symbol of nightmare.
As if his life depended on it, he gathered up his companions and left.
Leaving Ryuji and Risa alone in the park.
…Term…
Seeing that there was no more danger, Ryuji fell.
-Brother!
Risa, seeing Ryuji's body collapse, rushed to his side to help him.
-Brother, I'm sorry! Because of me you are hurt! Seriously I am sorry!
-...
She was crying, it was the first time I had seen her cry.
Being under the face of his little sister, he could notice the bruise on her cheek, and he couldn't feel anything else. Let it not be pain.
-… No.
-…?!
-Everything…was my fault, so…please, don't apologize.
I didn't feel like I had won.
Due to the unspeakable emotional distress he felt, he apologized. Revealing a sad expression. As if asking for mercy.
While Risa was trying to understand his words. Ryuji tried to get up.
-Ugh!
-Careful!
-I'm fine… alone, let's go home.
There was nothing else to do, Risa, helping him walk.
They left the park.
Ahhh, what a disaster...
I'm bedridden after my fight with the idiot trio from my school.
The wounds on my body, it was killing me and making every move I make a nightmare.
It's been 3 days since that incident. My family was seriously shocked to see how Risa helped me enter the house almost unconscious.
"WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED NOW?!", that was the last thing I heard Rena say.
I don't remember exactly what happened next, I lost consciousness seconds later.
-... I guess Rena treated my injuries.
I turned my head a bit to see the bandages on my arms and torso, Rena is a nurse. So this must be easy for her.
-What time will it be?
I glance at the clock that was on a table next to my bed, the curtains on my bedroom window are closed and there wasn't much light, so it must be late.
The clock said (09:47) in the afternoon. Indeed, it was already night.
-… I have to get up.
I couldn't stand being here anymore, I have to get out.
After getting up and dressing, enduring the pain in my body. I opened the door of my room.
-... Are they already asleep?
There was no sign of anyone outside, both Risa and my mom, she falls asleep around this time, so I go outside and she leads me down the stairs.
The living room lights were on, but I didn't care, opening the front door carefully. I left my home.
I couldn't take it anymore.
He wanted to go somewhere… No, he had to go there.
In that place, maybe I can…
With those words in my mind I started running.
As Ryuji ran out, almost at the same time, a man was arriving at the same house where he had come from.
-...?
He fixed his gaze on the image of someone running across the road, wondering what it was.
He narrowed his eyebrows a little, immersed in that thought while the image disappeared.
When he could no longer see her, he turned his eyes to the door of his house and entered.
-Am at home.
Announcing his arrival, but not so loud, knowing that it was already too late.
-Oh, you're here grandpa, how was today?
Hi Rena, very good, thank you.
A beautiful young woman was in front of him. Long shiny black hair with light brown eyes. He welcomes you with a smile.
The man, it was Eliot Narukami. Black hair, but a little white on the sides, it was gray considering his age. A sharp look just like everyone in his family and with a height of 180 cm.
Rena, Ryuji, Risa's grandfather and Sasha's father, their mother.
A smile appeared on Eliot's face when he saw Rena, after she greeted him.
I glance at what Rena was carrying in her hands.
-What are you going to do?
-I'm going to change Ry's bandages.
After Rena told him what he would do, Eliot looked up the stairs to Ryuji's room.
-He still... still doesn't come out?
-... No... and I still don't understand why.
Eliot didn't understand either.
As told by Risa, some boys were bothering her and ended up hitting her. Ryuji, who was passing by in that place, seeing what was happening, confronted them, ending up badly injured.
Ryuji was left in bed for 2 full days and Risa only ended up with minor injuries.
However, it did not stop there.
By reporting everything to the school, an investigation began to find out what was happening, by confirming who the boys in the attack were. Talking about it with the students and teachers, apparently they were guys with a history of student misconduct and thanks to one of them confessing what they had done. It was determined that they were expelled.
Even so…
Risa started to go to school normally, but Ryuji didn't want to talk about what happened.
-Your dinner is in the kitchen, I'm going to change his bandages and I'm going to sleep.
-Okay thanks.
After heading for the kitchen, quick footsteps from the stairs alarmed Eliot.
Seeing Rena with wide eyes and an anguished expression only gave Eliot a bad feeling.
-What happen?!
-It's Ry, him! He's not in his room!
As Rena told him the situation, Eliot remembered something that happened before they got to the house.
The image of someone running outside in the street flashed through his mind.
… Do not tell me that?
Where did he go with those wounds?
-... Don't worry.
-Hey?!
Eliot, realizing that it was Ryuji he saw earlier, heads for the front door.
-Do you know where it is?
-I think I know where he went, I'll keep you informed.
After telling him that, Eliot goes out to find Ryuji.
Do you have to be in that place? Right, Ryūji?
<- - - - - - - - - ->
Everywhere he looked, he could see the ocean. The clear and peaceful ocean.
It was night, and I could see how the moon was reflected in the water. The air is cold and humid.
There was a port a few kilometers from where I live, a place that could be a tourist site, but for some reason, hardly anyone comes. There are places to sit, which point in the direction of the ocean, you could also see a red lantern that helped guide the ships that were sailing.
Being in this place, I could clearly see the silhouettes of the ships that arrive to disembark and the sea in its entirety. I do not know why. But it was reassuring.
For me, this image would be a nice painting.
-Haaa…
While taking a breath, I started to warm my hands by rubbing them against each other. Sitting in this place, I could only relax a bit and think. "If you feel lost, come to this place" was what my grandfather told me a long time ago.
I was lost in every way. How could I not be? I know things were patched up at school, and I wouldn't have a problem with those idiots again. But…he couldn't get over what he was going to do to Risa.
-… Seriously… I'm the worst.
As I sank deeper into my despair, someone was walking my way.
-Huh?
I turned to see who was coming and it was a person I knew.
-… Grandfather?
-Hello, Ryuji, isn't it too late for a night walk?
A man with black hair and gray on the sides. Sharp, intense eyes. And a physique who looked to be in his 40s. My dear grandfather, Eliot.
When my grandfather asks me that very valid question. Given that it is true.
I could only bow my head silently without answering.
-...
-...?
Not having an answer, he just snorted with his nose and walked to the side of me.
-Apparently… You haven't forgotten what I told you, "If you feel lost, come to this place" right? That made things easier for me to find you.
-...
So, do you feel lost?
My grandfather began to ask me.
… I'm lost?
-… Arguably.
Without taking my eyes off the sea, I replied.
-I understand. What is the problem?
I wasn't seeing his face. But he sounded worried.
-If it's about what happened with Risa. That problem, isn't it over?
-...
-Sasha and Rena told me what happened. That wasn't your fault, it was their fault.
It isn't true…
-Risa, she's wanted to thank you ever since.
It isn't true!...
-You saved your sister who was in trouble. You should feel...
-IT ISN'T TRUE!!!
-...?!
I could not do it anymore. Oh really. Could not.
When my grandfather started telling me what everyone thought of me...
He couldn't feel more than disgust from me.
I turned and saw my grandfather's face, his eyes wide open.
All he had.
Everything that he suppressed.
Everything I kept.
I released it all.
-THAT IS ALL A LIE!! HOW CAN I EVER THINK I SAVED HER!! IF EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED WAS BECAUSE OF ME!! THINGS DID NOT HAPPEN AS EVERYONE THINKS!! I WAS HIDING WHEN THOSE IDIOTS WERE HARASSING HER AND I DID NOTHING TO STOP IT!! NOTHING!!
All the feelings I was holding back came out of my mouth. Like a child throwing a tantrum.
My grandfather just stared at me with a calm expression as the truth was exposed.
- I'M SURE THEY JUST TALKED AND SHE WILL BE FINE!!? WILL SHE COME HOME AND IGNORE ME LIKE ALWAYS!!? THESE ARE NO MORE THAN EXCUSES!!
In that port, only my voice could be heard.
-I WAS GOING TO ABANDON LAUGHTER TO HIS LUCK!! I ALLOWED HER TO GET HURT!!
I could only feel discontent with myself. That's all.
-I'M NOTHING BUT A COWARD AND TRASH!!
Big tears began to overflow from my eyes.
He couldn't take it anymore.
My face was looking at the floor. Dropping my tears one by one.
-W-Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!
Covering my eyes with my arm I started to cry.
-...
My grandfather didn't say anything, my eyes looked at the ground. So I don't know what expression he has now.
Will you be disappointed?
Will scold me?
Will you insult me?
Will it hit me?
…It doesn't matter, I will accept any punishment. I deserve it.
While thinking about those things...
-I see. Then it's okay.
_ ________
-…Huh?
I looked up to see my grandfather, only to see that he had a calm and normal face.
-Ry, perhaps you think that what you did is unforgivable, and in a certain way, it is very logical that you think that way. But there is something you should know.
-…
-You are not garbage, much less a coward.
-...?!
Incredulous at what he was saying, he continued.
-Despite the doubts. Despite the disadvantages. Despite the circumstances. You went out to save your sister.
-… But…
-Yes, Risa got hurt because you made a mistake. But that's normal, you're human, and it won't be the last time you're wrong. Despite that, you ran to save her, and in my eyes, you are not a coward. I'm sure your mom and sisters think the same too.
My eyes were fixed on him. I couldn't believe what he was telling me.
He walked towards me. Placing his hand on my shoulder and with a gentle smile.
-Ry, it's okay to be wrong. Make mistakes, make mistakes many times, so that the next time you go out into this vast world again. Don't make the same mistakes from that day again. So don't blame yourself for what happened, and make yourself a promise, that you won't fail again.
....
… I had no words… I just…
-W-uuuuu! Waaaaaaaaaah!
I let out a cry upon hearing his words. It was like he could see right through me.
Telling me what I needed to hear.
-I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!
Tightly hugging her abdomen, I started to apologize.
As if she was calming a child, her palm was placed on my head and back, which made me sob even more.
-No matter what problems you have, you can always count on your family. Never forget.
Moments later I began to calm down.
I no longer had doubts... in fact I was better.
By letting go of everything I had accumulated, and his words, they made all my worries go away.
But one thing was still missing...
After hugging my grandfather and drying my tears with my arms, I wanted to ask him something.
"You're feeling better now, aren't you?" We should go home.
-Yeah… oh, wait.
-Huh?!
My grandfather, who was about to leave, turned around to look at me.
-May I ask you something?
-That?
-The idiots… guys who bothered me daily and who beat up Risa, kept calling me "Singular", in fact, that was the only reason I know of why they bothered me, so… Does being a Singular make me useless? ?
-Not at all, actually. In a way it's good that you're a Singular.
-Nnnn?! Because?
After transmitting my question. My grandfather sighed and went to sit in the nearest chair.
Now that I realize it, we have been standing still for a long time.
"You know about the Spiritual Aura, don't you?"
-A little, yes.
"You see, even though the Spiritual Aura is something that every living being possesses, it is not something you can use without effort.
-Effort…?
-Yes, very few manage to reach the maximum potential of the Spiritual Aura, it is nothing more than a discipline in its entirety. For example; those guys you faced, I'm sure they didn't have any knowledge of how to use it, it's true that it unknowingly gives the person some minimal defense and strength, but that's all. That's why you were able to beat them as a Singular.
…I understand now, but…
-So… What's good about being a Singular?
Hearing my question, he began to look at the sea with a somewhat lonely expression.
-... It's wrong... This situation is wrong.
-Nnn?
-Ryuji, the reason why you have gone through all those problems, is for only one reason. And it is the ego.
-Ego?!
-This world is governed by influences and today's society has concentrated on making public the idea that the strongest will always overcome the weak. People always want to be better than others, and it's not that I'm saying it's wrong to outdo oneself. But not like that. Not in that way. That's why those guys teased you, they were just full of that stupid ego, that's why I'm glad you're a Singular. You didn't grow up with that mindset.
…Only for that? Ego?... Do things always have to be like this?
So.
-Grandpa, it seems like you know a lot about Aura too well, and you say things like you've seen it many times… What was your profession?
-…
As if he didn't want to tell me, he paused for a moment. But with a serious look, he turned to see me.
-A Ripper. But now I'm retired.
-A Ripper?! Oh really?!
-That? You do not believe me?
-No, it's not that, it's just that… it makes sense.
Everything was adding up now, which is why he knows so much about the spiritual aura, to the point that he knows its strengths and weaknesses.
-Not only was he a Ripper, he was a captain general of one of the 5 divisions in the Agency.
-A division captain?
-Rippers are divided into ranks, and being a captain general is one of the highest, they are divided into:
So the Rippers have a hierarchy like that, my grandfather was that important? But…
-... Didn't you say there were 5?
-There is a special division. Who is a little higher in the hierarchy, almost the same as the king of the country himself.
Like the king?
-
I was deep in my thoughts that I stopped listening to my grandfather for a moment. Is there really someone like that?
While thinking, I started to ask.
-... Is the King of Heaven respected?
-… Yes it is.
-Is strong?
-Very strong.
Despite my weird questions, my grandfather answered them.
…So, if I can be… Will I be able to change?
Will I stop being weak?
Can I... be better?...
...
….
I decided.
_…?
My grandfather was looking at me with a strange face, as if he didn't know what was wrong with me.
I got up from the seat and turned to see his face.
-Grandpa… I want to be a Ripper.
-What?!... But why?
With an expression I was seeing for the first time, my grandfather began to freak out.
-Of all the things you can be! Do you want to be a Ripper?! You're only 10 years old! Don't you want to think better of it?! Don't make decisions like that lightly! The Rippers are the ones who are dedicated to training the Spiritual Aura! They go out into the world on very dangerous missions! Not everyone survives already outside! Do you know what you're saying?!
-Yes I know.
-...!
Grabbing me by the shoulders, my grandfather tried to reason him into changing his mind.
I know how dangerous it is to be a Ripper. But if I want to achieve my goal.
I must be.
Seeing that he was not going to change his mind. He just slumped back in the chair with his hand supporting his head. After a big sigh.
"...Despite being a Singular?"
-Precisely for being a Singular.
-… Because?
-If I can reach the top. I can destroy that ego and change it.
I don't just want to destroy that ego. I also want to change myself. Only then will I be able to look into the eyes of those people... who believe in me.
-...
It seems you already understood what I'm getting at.
-…King of Heaven?
-Yeah.
-... It will be difficult... No, being a Singular. It will be complete hell.
-... I know, that's why. I need you to help me.
-...
I know it will be difficult, maybe it's crazy. But…. I want to be.
We don't stop looking at each other for a long time, I think he's thinking about it too much.
-Ryuji, if what you say is true and you're so determined... I'll help you, but let me be honest with you, you're my grandson and I'm not going to allow you to die for no reason.
With a stronger and more serious voice than before, I continue.
-Being a singular you will have to work 5, no, 10 times harder than the others, even more. The people you will face will put you to the test, having the Aura in their favor, they will have an unparalleled advantage against you. If you want to get out alive. You will have to sacrifice many things, things that you can never get back. Your chances are very slim. So you will have to start immediately. But…
-...?
Rising from the chair, he positioned himself directly in front of me, the air around him growing heavier and more violent.
… Is that… Aura?
As if trying to push me back, I did everything I could not to. It was a test.
-If you arrive, even think for a second about giving up, if I notice that you are faltering a bit. You will forget that idea completely.
Both her expression, voice, words and eyes were intense. He was serious.
For a moment I forgot how to breathe, sweat running down my face. But I had to talk to him.
-Promise me.
Clenching my fists tightly until I couldn't. I stood in front of him and gave my all to answer him.
-If I promise you!
When I finish saying that. The Aura around my grandfather began to calm down. And a smile appearing on his face.
-Very well, first you have to recover from those injuries, then we will start. We're going home.
-... Okay.
After saying that, we started walking. Seriously, how can he laugh like that after that scare he gave me? Is it something normal for Rippers?
While wondering if my grandfather was insane. I took a look at the sea to calm down a bit, but something caught my attention.
-Nnn? Ryuji, what's wrong?
Apparently my grandfather noticed that I wasn't following him and asked me what was going on.
-It's nothing, it's just that I was watching the ship that is arriving.
A ship was approaching and I waved in its direction with my hand.
-A ship?... What ship? I see nothing.
Look there, it's getting closer.
Can't see it? But if I can see it well, not in its entirety. Even so, if he could see it well.
My grandfather started looking at me as if I had gone crazy.
After a few seconds later.
-... Ah, I can see it now.
-Time! I told you! So stop looking at me like I have dementia! Maybe I got a little out of control earlier?! But now I'm okay!
While fighting for an apology, my grandfather stared at me without saying anything for a moment.
-Ummm? What happen?
-… Nothing, we're just going
-Huh?! No one stares at another person for no reason! Tell me already!
-Shut up, maybe you're not completely useless. We'll see.
-Useless?! You called me worthless?! And what happened to before, was it just for talking?! Return the respect I felt for you! Hey, don't ignore me!
While I was reconsidering my decision, we left the port.