My parents were happy and planning a birthday party for me and my twin brother. They want the party to be a big and memorable birthday we both had on our 18th birthday.my parents got me and my twin brother a car for our 18th birthday, we were so happy to have our own car, and go where ever we want without waiting for anyone to give us a ride. My mom invited all of our college friends, invited some of her close friends and dad's as well, the party hall was full with smiling face. My grandparents gave us £50000.00 as our birthday gift, we received a lot of gifts from a lot of people, both friends, families and relatives. Rosh said to me, omg! Ruger, today is my best day ever with so much excitement on his face, I said the same thing to him, off cause it will be, because mom and dad has made today the best day of our lives, I said smiling and moving to the dance floor. To my surprise, I saw my crush, I've been crushing on that girl since year eight, since I was thirteen, now she is eighteen and I've not seen told her how I feel about her, when ever she's close to me, my heart freezes, I feel like touching her, kissing her pink plumping lips, so attractive, she's always in my mind after I see her, I find it so hard to let her out of my mind. I don't know why I feel incomplete with her, I feel like something is missing in my life, I wish I can tell her how I feel about her, I feel overwhelmed with everything. Rosh noticed that I was lost in taught and dragged me out of my taught saying, hey twin, what are u up to in ur mind? Do u like Bucker? I just looked at him and smiled. Bucker came closer to us and wave at us saying, hi Ruger, hi Rosh, happy birthday to the handsome twins in our college, Rosh replied saying, thanks Bucker, God blessed us with handsome faces, hahaha, I said to Bucker, thanks Bucker, welcome to the party with a smile on my face. We all went to the dance floor and danced, the DJ got a good taste in music, he made the party lively and fun for everyone with enthralling music. We played games, ate and some people got drunk, but I didn't take any alcohol that night, because I wanted to be in control, I don't want to make any stupid mistake by getting drunk and confessing my feelings to Bucker, I had to stay away from alcohol. Bucker got drunk that night, I had to take her home myself to be sure, she is save. Her boyfriend was also drunk, I did not trust that her boyfriend will be able to protect her because of the state he is as well, My dad toke Bucker's boyfriend home. Rosh got so drunk that he fell asleep in the couch, mom tried carrying him to his room upstairs, but she couldn't carry him, she has to wait for dad to help, dad got home and helped Rosh to his room. Mom made lemon juice and forced Rosh to drink it to prevent him from having headache when he wakes up in the morning. I went to bed smiling that night, Bucker's face still stocked to my head, can't take her off my mind, fell asleep smiling.