I woke up with excitement and hopped out of bed. I took a quick shower to get off the sweat of my late night nightmares and. I got ready as fast as I could in a collared black knee length dress and my long black cape, making sure that the collar covered up my scar across my chest from that horrid night 15 years ago. I put on a pair of boots brushed my teeth and my hair and put on some deodorant. I ran down the stairs pulling my hair into a pony tail and my curtain bangs fell framing my face. "ahh! why are you in such a rush!" I almost ran into Sirius as I was making my way to the kitchen. "I'm supposed to go to the Ministry today to meet with Kingsley today to talk about me being a Hogwarts assistant and guard this coming year!" I said with a smile out of breath. I finally get to do something instead of sit around and moping about how my life hadn't gone the way I wanted it to. a small smile appeared on Sirius's face at this but you could tell he was upset about him not being able to do anything for the Order. I could see the sadness in his eyes but it disappeared into a look of pride and happiness " I'm proud of you kiddo, you've grown into such an amazing young woman, and I can remember the day you used to sit with me at lilly and James house with baby Harry." his eyes showed how he wasn't in the present but he was living in the memorys of the past, he gave a sigh and looked back at me "you've never let you past dictate your path or your future, and I'm proud of you for it, you might be a Slytherin but you got heart and that's for certain." I smiled at him "thank you Sirius." He embraced me in a hug and I looked up at the clock over his shoulder. "Bloody hell im going be late!" "Bye! Tell Harry I hope everything goes well!!" I turned around and jogged out the front door, stopping behind an Allie I apperated to an Allie by the ministry entrance. Walking out from the shadows of the street I headed towards the bathroom entrance. As I arrived in line for my turn I stepped into the stall closing the door. I paused for a second discussed at the though of stepping in the toilet, no matter how many time I did this it never ceased to gross me out. I shook the thought out of my head and aloud myself to sock my shoes in toilet water. "Hurry it up in there!!" I heard along with a loud bang on my bathroom door. Without thinking I pulled the lever sending me spinning through space feeling my stomach lerch how it did when I apperated. I came to a stop in a blast of green flames. Shivers when down my spine at the blast of color that often haunted my dreams. I walked past people in are large crowd showing my I.D to security. And heading the the elevator, I arived at the elevator pressing the 4th floor button before the elevator could take off a hang placed its way in front of the gate as to let her in, and it did just that. I recognized her from my frequent visits I had had to take to the 2 floor for intarigation when I always seemed to find myself caught between Harry, Ron, and Hermionie, and whatever trouble they had gotten into. I had gotten visited in hogwarts in my first year of teaching by the ministry about Sirius, of course I told them that I didn't see him leave. I had been to distracted trying to keep Ron safe cause he was the only one that couldn't really run away. I remember the day Unbridge brought me in to where they where asking us questions about Sirius. I was called through the door as Snape came out face straight, I could see the anger through his stone face, he was disappointed in me. I was surprised at how much I cared I had bowed my head not wanting to meet his eyes. He'd said everything so clearly with no words. He'd said, how disappointed he was how mad he was that I wouldn't stand with him through all he had helped me with. I remember my first year when I had no one not even a siblings shoulder to lean on. Percy ignored me and Charlie seemed sad every time I saw his he would always say how busy he was with prefect duties and had to leave. And Bill actually was so busy I often never saw him but at meals when he avoided eye contact. My nightmares got worse once I got to Hogwarts and especially with the stress and lack of belonging I had a hard time as a 13 year old. None of the slythrines like weaslys which made it worse. I remember walking through the dark cold dungeons at night after a nightmare to cool off. Snape had run into me in the hall and told me "I understand you have…nightmares.. I am your head of house. This means that I am supposed to take care of you, don't be shy to come into my classroom if you see the light on. You are…decent at potions. I would invite the help if you..happened to come in. He had given a weak smile it made me smile knowing how hard he had tried to make me comfortable. My brothers had always said how horrible he was but i knew he had just had a mask on his emotions for to long. "Forth flour, Aruors office and security" i snapped out of my thoughts and walked out the door leaving the pink lady to glare at the back of my head. I headed straight Towards Kingsleys every step I walked I could feel the eyes of people on my back. I looked up to the call of my name for my face to be met with the long blonde hair of Lucius Malfoy. A smirk on his face "what must you be doing here Ms. Weasley I thought you would have needed another year of due to your heart break." He gave a little pout. "On the contrary Lucius I'm hear for work, but you wouldn't know what being an Auror in tails after all that time against them would you." His smile dropped and he gave a snail. Closing in with a whisper "I hope you know Ms. Weasley if I wanted I could make your life a living hell." My smile stayed on my face. " ah yes Malfoy I believe you could but first you would have to ask permission from your master…isn't that so much work! I don't need you breaking a nail for me." He hufed at me in anger "go on Malfoy you must have something else to do with your time other than bully a girl." With that he wiped his long hair around and headed away. I continued my walk to Kingsleys office uninterrupted. Today I would learn what my next year at Hogwarts has in store for me.