Chapter 2 - Chapter 2

Hope pov

My life routine has always been the same, wake up, work, cry, play and talk with my children and sleep am so fucked up you know

Am in my room looking at the fifteen pictures on the wall, I can't still believe I did what I did, but I did what has to be done

Everytime I look at myself in the mirror I curse the day I was born

But life is full of regrets

Life sucks

Moving away from the pictures , I can remember the way I stabbed him in the heart "no no no no not now" I hate memories, fucking stupid

I went to my table and brought out my diary, that I titled "The hand that gives" to write more about my fucked up day , funny hun , I have nobody to share my pain with and my time kept running away

I hope someday before I leave I will be able to give someone to publish it out for people that are outside that are like me

Don't blame people without knowing them , it hurts when I think of my past , that smiling face mask I want to put on again

Don't judge people by there cover some are literally naked

One day, someday I wish, I wish,I wish I can put it on once again

Standing up to use my drugs, it been a long day

Let's get some rest and tomorrow I can get to the important meeting that I have

Only the strong ones shall live

5 months and 30 days to go

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