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Six days later
I wiped the tears off my eyes as I played with the silly engagement ring.
Tomorrow was the day. Tomorrow was the day I will slave away myself to a notorious psychopath.
Tomorrow is the day I will see him for the rest of my life and live with constant disrespect.
For the past couple of days I've been debating whether or not I should go through with it.
I cried, spent hours in the public dance studio and then cried some more. That was my cycle.
Last night I went to the club to get laid one more time before I gave myself to him.
I prayed he didn't want me. I prayed that he was disgusted by me. If he ever wanted to lay hands on me, I don't know what I would do.
However, today I came to the ultimate decision that I will still go through with it.
I had to.
Alice and her sister flew in from LA today. They were so happy to finally see me getting married
For the whole car ride she wouldn't shut up about me finally finding love.
If only she knew what I sacrificed for her freedom .
She was doing as she promised me. It only made sense that I held up my end of the deal.
I promised her mom I would take care of her and if it means I have to give up my livelihood, so be it.
I don't care what happens to me, I just want my best friend to be happy.
She deserves it. I already had my time.
Albert was such a prick. He kept me in the dark about everything.
I didn't even know where the wedding would take place. He didn't even send over my dress as yet.
I'm sure by now the bridal shop has finished working on the adjustments.
I chugged down another mouthful of my beer.
I wasn't a beer drinker but I didn't have anything to lose.
I was supposed to have a bridal shower but I didn't even know where the venue is or if I even had any.
For a matter of fact, I didn't even know who all the guests were.
I know for sure the girls weren't coming. I couldn't bring myself to tell them I was engaged.
I didn't want the people who looked up to me as their dance captain to see me get humiliated by some man.
I couldn't do that.
Whenever I travel for practice, I'm taking off my ring.
They don't have to know I am married.
"Come in," I said after I heard a knock on the door.
"Princess," dad started as I put the can of beer to my mouth. "Stop filling your stomach with filth."
"It's one can of beer dad," I said in annoyance. "It's not my fault there isn't any bottled beer here."
"What is with the attitude?"
I turned to him. "I can't believe you. After everything I told you he did to me last week, you still want me to marry that bastard."
"Princess, I am not forcing you to marry him."
"Except you are! If I don't then you'll make Alice work for him."
"Don't worry about that. Just go back to America and have a good time with your friends and dance."
"Why can't I run the business? Why are you just making him take it?"
"Princess, you know I have no heir to run the business and you have no clue how to. What will happen when I die?"
"I can learn! I haven't seen you do much but sit down by your desk and order people around."
He sighed. "Princess, I have already made a deal with Albert I cannot decline a man like that."
"Yes papa, you can!"
"Don't you understand? Just look at his cold appearance! He does not need our permission to take the deeds. He did not have to agree to marry you. If he wanted he would kill us all and take what he wants. I am nothing compared to such a man."
My shoulders dropped. I have never heard papa degrade himself like that.
"When you marry him, you need to be careful. He will not think twice is kill you."
"Why do you know people like this papa?"
He took a while before answering. "Because I am someone like that."
I looked up to him. "What?"
"Sit down, princess."
I immediately sat down and waited on what he had to say.
"I tried to hide it the best I could from you. That is what your mother wanted. When the crime got too high and things were becoming too dangerous, we left for America."
"Papa, what are you talking about?"
"Elianna, I am a part of the Italian mafia and Albert Anastasia is almost at the top of the chain. I believe he wants the title deeds to gain more influence and reach to the top. He is young yet promising."
My heart started beating faster as I tried to process the mouthful of information papa was giving me.
Deep down inside I knew he wasn't just some businessman but I refused to accept it.
"Why would he agree to marry me then?"
He shrugged. "He is getting older and people are talking. He is probably ready to start a family and end the gossip."
"Get out," I said as I tried to hold off my tears.
"Princess..."
"Get out now dad! I want to be alone for the rest of the night!"
I am not ready for any of this. The mafia? Starting a family?
I was just dancing on stage a couple of months ago.
I heard the door open and I took another chug at my beer.
"Dad, I told you I want to be left alone tonight," I said as I allowed my tears to flow freely.
"I'm not your father."
I quickly turned around to see him standing there.
I wiped my face and brushed back my hair with my hands as I hurried to stand up. "Albert, what are you doing here?"
He threw my wedding dress which was in a plastic on the bed.
"Oh, thanks."
He walked up to me and handed me a box.
I watched him skeptically before slowly taking it.
I opened it to see the most gorgeous pair of sparkling diamond earrings with a matching necklace and bracelet.
I smiled. "You didn't have to buy these."
"I didn't," he said and my smile dropped.
"Every bride in my family has gotten these from one of the parents. Mine are both dead so I have to pass it down myself," he replied without care.
"Oh," I said I put it down. "I'm sorry about your-"
I stopped talking when I saw him watch my canned beer in disgust.
"Americans," he mumbled under his breath as he took his head.
"I was born here in Italy," I defended myself.
He looked up to me. "That does not matter. You are still an American. You have no Italian culture."
"I lived here until I was ten."
"Yet you drink canned beer? You're an embarrassment to us," he cursed.
"You're an embarrassment to all people," I cursed back.