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Bound By the Hell that is Myself

🇺🇸Dei_Fear
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"Death, many feared it. Of course they did, it was the end of their lives…" (BBTHTIM)
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Chapter 1 - He's Forgetting, how could he?

"Atsushi~ Wake up~"The voice was one he recognized.The man tiger opened his eyes before realizing that there was a man in front of him. Atsushi had jumped back in surprise, still half asleep not expecting to have Dazai staring at him,"Dazai? What are you doing here, in my apartment…?''Atsushi asked, not impressed with this situation that he's in.

"Atsushi you hurt me with that expression of yours, But! I need you to do me a little favor.." The suicidal man stares at Atsushi. He already knew that he had no choice but to complete whatever Dazai wanted him to do, maybe it was to do his work again.Atsushi thought wrong.

Before he knew it, Atsushi was with a man that he didn't know." Atsushi I would like to introduce you to…Tatsuhiko Shibusawa." Dazai was doing some weird hand movements when introducing the man which according to Dazai was called Shibusawa."It's nice to meet you. Mr. Shibusawa."

Atsushi bowed slightly towards the man, he felt weird about this man…it was as if he recognized him yet Atsushi shrugged off that feeling.

Shibusawa didn't say anything the whole time, he just stared at Atsushi…He didn't blink and Atsushi took notice of this, now that Atsushi thought about it…he didn't know where he was, he thought is was on a sidewalk now it's all a blur all he could see was Shibusawa staring at him.

"Dazai? Where did you go?"Atsushi didn't break eye contact with Shibu…what was his name again? Atsushi didn't break eye contact with the man in front of him, he could feel sweat go down his face and neck, he still didn't break eye contact. Atsushi felt scared,He felt scared, and the man eating the tiger felt scared.

The man of white hair opened his mouth as if he were to speak,yet he never did…the man's face just tore open, Atsushi was too scared to break eye contact with the dying man, Atsushi didn't move he just stared when the man feel to his knees and fell face first, the man's blood pooled around him, the red was vibrant and it had a smell that Atsushi knew too well.

Atsushi's eyes widened more than he thought was possible, he yelled, he felt so desperate to move, he didn't want to help the man…no.. No he wanted to run away; Atsushi yelled and screamed like a wild animal.

"Atsushi? Atsushi! Are you alright?" He shot up, his eyes still wide, he grabbed his face as if he was the one that got his face torn open,Kyoka had opened the closet door when she heard Atsushi yell."Atsushi? Do you want to talk about it?" Kyoka was cautious when approaching Atsushi in this condition.

Without realizing Atsushi using his tiger claws,he did not feel it at first when his claws were engraved into his face; he felt it only when Kyoka tried to stop him. What was he doing? The warm liquid filled his palms; he liked the feeling for some strange reason, it's as if…was this real?Am I real…? All he heard was Kyoka talking; maybe she was on the phone, which was normal right?

All he felt was pain and warm blood flowing down the fur of the tiger arms, the blood dripping on his clothing…That will be a pain to clean.

He moved his claws down as if he were to scratch his face as he always does; why does it hurt?He bleeds more; it was all dark too, that was weird since he was sure that just a second ago, the light from the kitchen was lighting up the closet just a bit, but it's all dark.

He dug his claws deeper; this actually hurt a bit now, he was tearing his face apart, and the blood completely covered him. He felt odd, weak maybe, yet his face burned, and he felt cold yet warm, which was odd.

The Man Eating Tiger had torn his face apart, and he had scratched his eyes out with his claws,Why? Not even he knew why but what he did know was the voices he heard when the sound of the door opened, yet he did not hear anything or even felt anything but he was still thinking, was this normal?