As one of the men, who had explored my body, rested his hand on my chest and played with my nipples, the way he moved his hand on my chest, made me feel uncomfortable and I kicked him away.
Immediately after I kicked him away another man had reach towards my waist and slowly moved down while kissing my neck.
The way he placed his hand in between my legs near my private area, making me tighten up closing my laps as much as possible. I screamed and moved as much as I could, to get the men off of me.
I had forgotten there were more of them and they all came and held me, one opened my legs wide and another played with my chest, while another kissed and licked my body, and the man, who had his hands between my laps inserted his fingers in me.
«Stop», I struggle to say the word I was thinking in fear, forcing myself to say something. I said in a shaking and stuttering voice "S..st..op th-"
The man who was inserting their finger in me pressed his lips against mine, shutting me up, as I tried avoiding his tongue from entering my mouth.
There was no use in resisting. Hopeless in saving myself tears fell from my eyes. «Why are they doing this», I began to question myself.
For a while everything froze, as if time had stopped. Moments later one of the man left the room and came back within seconds.
One of them kissed me and forcefully opened my mouth and transferred something which seemed like a pill into it. «Are they trying to drug me», I thought to myself and closed my mouth trying not to swallow the pill, when all of a sudden one of them tried opening my mouth, as I shut it not allowing them to put anything in my mouth.
It seemed as if the men already expected me to behave like this, refusing to open my mouth, because they immediately began to touch me everywhere and I began to kick around not allowing them to come any closer to me.
They came and held me again and one of them inserted something into me, it felt so slimy. I felt so disgusted, as I silently screamed.
I lost hope in freeing myself from them, but I couldn't lose my dignity as well. Certain enough that I was just a prey in their eyes, I wasn't planning on seating back and watch them treat me as an animal, I needed to do something.
But what….
What could I possibly do….
Their was a short, blank silence in my head
When someone had just pressed their lips against mine, biting my lower lip. He had bitten my lower lip almost drawing blood, and brought me back to my senses.
»Au«, the bite caused me to open my mouth and he pressed my cheeks, making my lips look like those of a fish.
While he held my face like that he drank some water and placed it in his own mouth, then opened my mouth wide and kissed me again.
Transferring the water slowly into mine, the pill was now floating in my mouth and I placed it under my tongue.
If it went on like this I wouldn't be able to breathe, so I drank the liquid, little by little, avoiding the pill from entering my throat.
It worked until he startled me and I got sidetracked. It was like he pulled me into his world. Once I came back to realisation, I shook slightly, in shivering, flinching feeling way.
"Oh, no", I thought as I felt something slightly touch my throat, "the pill!".
As the pill went down my throat my body felt, shattered inside.
You know like the destroying feeling of guilt, pain, fear or even that weird shattering feeling that appear randomly.
I must have had a startled, shocked and horrified look in my eyes, because I could feel his lips that was kissing me turn into something like grin, as if he was proud by what he had achieved.