"There's no shame in having a purpose for doing things, as long as your purpose doesn't harm anyone else," James Carter asked, "Do you think your purpose has harmed anyone?"
Jane Sampson thought very seriously and shook her head, "I just wanted to use it to make myself a little better, I just wanted some people to pay a little more attention to me."
That was all.
All those years she had practiced alone in the piano room through the night, went on stage, delivered the most perfect performance, gave the competition her best, all just for, she had once hoped, her daddy and mommy could take pride in her and then pay a little more attention to her.
It was really just that.
Only later did she gradually realize that some people, no matter how hard she tried to please them, would not continue to be nice to her.
Jane Sampson eventually realized that in the end, it was just her being too greedy.
Because she had once had it, she longed too much to take it back after losing it.
