The April from that time was really good to him, the kind of good that was wholehearted and undivided.
Yet, the same April who had been so good to him, why didn't she have the patience, the patience to wait for him a bit longer?
After all, the April of the past was the sister he had always protected, cherished, and taken care of, even in times of danger, when she faced peril, he could without any hesitation rush forward and take a knife for her. So why, when she first made a mistake and drove him and Anita Madris apart, did he become so angry? Why was he so cruel to her?
Why didn't he just indulge her more at the time, spoil her a bit more?
