Heartbreak, for ordinary people, is just a sickness of the heart, not a first-time experience, and not a big deal.
But now there was a baby in her womb, and this kind of sleep quality was not conducive to fetal development.
Amelia thought that if she kept herself busy enough, she wouldn't have time to feel heartbroken and miss him.
But she was wrong.
Just like her mistaken belief that if her body was exhausted enough, she wouldn't have time for insomnia. That if she just endured, heartbreak pain would eventually pass.
Heartbreak is an indescribable pain, those invisible wounds have no platelets to stop the bleeding and repair, always bleeding and becoming more and more serious over time.
Just like once before, she spent three whole years unable to truly heal those wounds.
Now it was even worse, with new injuries piled up on the old ones. The long and intense pain gnawed at her nerves incessantly, continually spreading...
She felt her sanity becoming less and less normal.
