She somehow believed Gon would accept her no matter what…
Time passed, and the room changed. Elara showed how she spent her days; they were given a tablet filled with material to learn, followed by a test.
Those who failed didn't get to eat. The food was only bland soup, except for the top three scorers.
Elara then skipped the boring days, moving to the moment when her parents appeared.
Gon looked at them and quickly memorized their faces. He swore to show them what the hell on earth would be if they were still alive.
She then showed how the one who ranked last got shot in front of them. Gon could see the expression on Elara's siblings' faces was cold, as they had already gotten used to the situation.
Elara then skipped many days again, as she wanted to show Gon the worst day in her past.
It was the day of the party, the weekend where they were used as tools to entertain high-ranking people.