I don't care what others think of me, the most important thing for me is to be the best in school. To be the top of my school. The only thing that matters to me is being number one.
I don't need anybody.
Everything is meaningless and useless if I'm unable to be better than the others. I need to be better than everyone else—no, I must be better than everyone else. I'm utterly worthless in mother's eyes unless I receive good grades and become an honorary student.