However, the need for high-level guiding and doing it yourself were two separate issues.
So-Won is a man like Tae-Woo, and he didn't have any sexual attraction.
Just as So-Won feels rejected, he could be sure that Tae-Woo would not want to do such a guide with him.
After thinking deeply, So-Won thought that it might be possible if it was not the stage with the highest intensity, but the stage before that.
However, as soon as So-Won thought of the specific scene, he shook his head.
So-Won couldn't possibly tell a person who had died once to do such a heinous thing.
In addition, if Tae-Woo fails to control his power and something happens to So-Won's body, it will be the most terrible event after his return, which he will never forget.
The explanation of the booklet also said that it was more efficient for the guide to do it directly to Esper.
So-Won glanced at Tae-Woo's body.
So-Won saw a strong outline over Tae-Woo's clothes.
He closed his eyes tightly and quickly turned his head.
'That's impossible. That's absolutely impossible.' So-Won thought.
The contents of the pamphlet and Tae-Woo's outline alternately bothered So-Won.
So-Won closed his eyes and went to sleep to forget them.
So-Won felt Tae-Woo's gaze even though he couldn't see anything.
He could barely stay awake after not being able to sleep for a long time.
It was the operating room of the day where So-Won arrived after escaping from the cruel reality.
Eight years later, Tae-Woo with his face covered in black veins, lay on the operating table and looked at So-Won.
So-Won couldn't avoid the faint gaze and looked at the scene where Tae-Woo and his eyes seemed to close at any moment
He realized early today that this place is in a dream.
So-Won knew that Tae-Woo was next to him when he opened his eyes.
So-Won couldn't wait to wake up.
If So-Won called Tae-Woo's name, he thought Tae-Woo would wake him up.
So-Won tried to scream Tae-Woo's name.
However, the lips stuck together as if they were sewed on the mouth and did not fall off.
So-Won struggled.
So-Won struggled to call Tae-Woo's name while shaking his arms and legs even though he knew that it was useless to struggle in his dream.
So-Won wondered how many minutes, hours, and days he's been doing that.
So-Won's mouth barely opened.
" Tae-Woo!" So-Won's eyes opened wide with a shout of Tae-Woo's name.
Tae-Woo was in good health.
So-Won's whole body was wet with cold sweat and tears.
His heart was beating fast, hard, and anxious.
So-Won breathed heavily and checked the empty seat next to him.
There is no Tae-Woo.
" Tae-Woo?" The sun must have just risen, so it was dimly bright outside the window.
So-Won approached the window shaking with his loose legs.
From the window in Tae-Woo's room, he could see the yard he always parked.
"Are you already at work?" So-Won muttered in vain.
The yard was empty.
The headache that came after the nightmare was prevented by pressing down with his hand.
So-Won thought it would be okay if Tae-Woo was next to him only when he fell asleep, but it didn't seem like it.
So-Won watched the sun rise, calmed down, and headed to the bathroom in the hallway.
So-Won was still tired, but he knew very well that he would have nightmares if he fell asleep again.
So-Won washed his face with cold water and let go of his sleep.
*When are you coming today?*
So-Won, who returned to his room, texted Tae-Woo and asked.
So-Won didn't expect an answer right away, but the reply arrived faster than he thought.
*I think I'll be a little late*
"How long?" So-Won muttered as he saw Tae-Woo's reply, but no more answers came.
Before the afternoon, the smartphone vibrated once more briefly.
So-Won thought Tae-Woo sent a text message again, so he hurriedly checked it, and then he checked the sender and became bored.
It was a text from the Guide Association.
It was a guide to education hosted by the Guide Association for citizens who have just become guides.
So-Won became interested, so he went to the Guide Association's website as written in the text, and there were all kinds of education.
So-Won thought about why he had never received such a call before, but he remembered that he blocked everything, whether it was the Guide Association or the Esper Association, because he didn't want to see it.
So-Won shook his head.
It was not a compulsory education.
If it was the previous So-Won, he wouldn't have checked it out because it was annoying, but So-Won was deeply concerned about the basics of guide education.
The words middle and high school students on the recommended list made So-Won hesitate, but the contents of the lecture seemed useful.
It just started tomorrow, and there were plenty of seats in the morning.
Tae-Woo arrived home late at night.
He got out of the car and looked at his house where the light was leaking out.
The whole house was brightly lit, perhaps because his guide forgot to turn off the light before going to bed.
Tae-Woo entered the house thinking that So-Won had already fallen asleep.
Then Tae-Woo saw So-Won that came out to greet him just like yesterday.
It was time for So-Won's sleep.
Tae-Woo lowered his head as soon as he saw So-Won because his tired face seemed to say So-Won had been waiting for him.
"I'm sorry. I'm late because I had a lot of work."
"It's all right. I just stayed awake because I couldn't sleep."
So-Won lied without knowing that it was written on his face that he waited for Tae-Woo while holding back his sleep.
Considering that So-Won couldn't sleep because of a nightmare, it was not completely false, but it was also half true.
'It's not a little late.'So-Won thought.
So-Won expressed a small dissatisfaction behind a smiling face.
He didn't like Tae-Woo, who arrived well after midnight, but he himself had been suffering from terrifying fantasies before, so as soon as So-Won saw Tae-Woo, So-Won's imaginary tail seemed to shake.
So-Won said to Tae-Woo, trying not to be too welcoming.
"Tae-Woo, I have a favor to ask of you."
"Yes, go ahead."
"Can you take me with you when you go to work for a while?"
The Guide training So-Won applied for during the day was held at the Guide Association's Headquarters.
It was located near the Esper Association where Tae-Woo works, so it was far from Tae-Woo's house, but it was close enough to take less than five minutes to walk between the Associations.
If Tae-Woo took So-Won home, So-Won could listen to education more comfortably.
"May I ask why?"
"The Guide Association decided to take the guide training. For a week from tomorrow."
"All right." Tae-Woo accepted it right away without asking any questions.
So-Won could not prevent the corners of his mouth from rising after hearing Tae-Woo's answer.
There was another reason why So-Won applied for guide training.
He doesn't seem to have noticed yet, but Tae-Woo had to return home every night to take So-Won forward.
Not only that, but Tae-Woo won't be able to leave the house quietly while So-Won is asleep like today.
Now, So-Won doesn't have to worry about Tae-Woo all day long because he don't want to come back.
It was the biggest worry So-Won had since he lived with Tae-Woo, but he didn't know it would be easily solved in this way.
So-Won was glad he didn't ignore the text from the Guide Association.
So-Won felt lighthearted in an instant.
It would be a little hard to wake up early in the morning following Tae-Woo, who started at dawn, but it was much better than having a nightmare.
After basic education, So-Won has already selected some new classes to take.
Lectures that start the next day after this training is over, one-month training, etc.
So-Won was going to hold him, saying that he kept taking other lectures until he stopped having nightmares.
Thanks to the wide variety of education, So-Won was able to follow Tae-Woo for at least a few months.
When So-Won finished what he wanted to say, he felt sleepy.
So-Won yawned loudly as he went upstairs with Tae-Woo.
So-Won, who arrived in front of the door facing each other side by side, did not enter his room but followed Tae-Woo into his room.
Tae-Woo noticed that So-Won came in after him and opened the door and waited until So-Won came in completely.
Guide education was very basic content.
Shamefully, however, So-Won was on the right level.
The materials made by the association were good in content and well organized.
In addition to the contents of the guide, the provisions of the guide's obligation system and the work of Esper, who will be a partner, were all written.
The explanation was not deep because it was a basic class for students, but it was good to know a lot in a short time for So-Won, whose guide knowledge was almost blank.
However, the study that started in eight years could not have worked well from the beginning.
So-Won was doing something else before he knew it, and looked at the people leaving the classroom, puzzled by the news that the lecture was over.
Somehow, it was hard to sit still even though it was only a three-hour lecture.
So-Won definitely heard it, but there was nothing left in his head.
There was no meaning of coming to listen to education, but So-Won arose from the seat with a light heart.
The contents of the lecture were somewhat known when he went home and read the educational materials distributed by the association.
So-Won leisurely headed to Tae-Woo's house.
So-Won, who knew that Tae-Woo would return late or early, was no longer afraid of waiting for him.
So-Won's biggest concern had disappeared, so he was relaxed.
"I'm sorry. I don't think I can take you tomorrow."
"What?"
It was Thursday evening, just two days after the training began.