~ Sex, love and etc, beach weather
Harpers POV:
I feel eyes watching me as I run down the street, ive been extra alert since what happened the last time I ran at night. But something is always leading me back into the dark. Cold hands ripping me from my own world of music, pulling me into his world of sex, drugs, etc. My body doesn't feel like mine since then. My PTSD has started to ease since then but i still get dragged into the depth of my dark. I cant feel my toes or fingers. I can definitely feel my heart, it's beating too fast. It's too dark, I fall to the ground and start hyperventilating, i cant take the dark, im not as brave as I thought. There's only one person who doesn't know what happened to me, Riley. I pick up my phone and dial his number, " hey…"
Next think I know he's picking me up with his muscly arms and setting me down in the passenger of his car. I sit there crying as he rests his head on my shoulder, he eventually sits up and turns on the radio and drives us home. "Agh" the light burns into my eyes, somehow I fell asleep and have waken in my room, next to me laying is…Riley. He turns over so our faces our inches apart. " Hey harps, how you feeling." I stiffen, the one person who i thought wouldn't care, cares. " yeah I'm fine, thanks for picking me up" I squid at the light adjusting to the brightness. " What happened out there?" He asked in the softest tone it seemed he could rasp. " nothing, just freaked out thats out, no big deal" his face turned cold, he got up and kissed my forehead. " I'll tell Jessie that your still out for your run" I thanked him, and he left just like that. Feeling numb, I hopped up and had a shower. Stacy walked in the bathroom as I was getting dressed, " POOL TODAY, hottttt weather, we're gonna look so hood" I smiled and told my self today im gonna live. I watched Stacy as she put on a full face of makeup and asked if I want help, i wish I was as confident as her. Just as I thought that a notification popped up ' wellness; Never compare yourself to others' Im going to try to be confident today. " We're gonna have an amazing day" i sang. I applied waterproof foundation and mascara and got my bathing suit. Its a 2 piece black swimsuit with green leaves on it. This used to be Riley's favourite swimsuit of mine. I brush and straighten my hair out. The kiss won't leave my mind. I walk out where everyone is jumping in the pool, and just before I open the gate, Riley grabs my hand and takes me into his room, "Why ever did I let you go" He grabbed my waist and put his lips to mine, finally I felt his lips crushing on to mine once again, the familiar taste lingers.