"I promise you,
From the bottom of my heart...
I will love you,
Til' death do us part...
As a lover and a friend,
I will love you like I never love again."
Backstreet Boys, I Promise You
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Bella's POV:-
"I can't believe you Bells, I trusted you so much and you... I didn't expect it from you. I thought that you were my best friend and I was yours. But I guess I was wrong." Said Daisy.
"No Daisy. I am sorry , I.... I was... I was really helpless. I didn't meant to hurt you-" Daisy cut me off.
"But you still did. It's feels like a betrayal. You know, it hurts so much when someone you love break your promise. You promised me that we will stay together forever and now you left the city without even contacting me once. I hate you Bella. I never thought I ever would." Said Daisy disappointed.
"Daisy No, please listen to me. Please don't say like this. I am sorry. Please don't hate me." I begged her with teary eyes. She is my best friend. She can't do this to me. She is the only person who understands me. I can't let this happen. I don't want to lose her.
"Bella, you broke the promise. Good bye. Never try to talk with me ever again. I hate you." Stated Daisy angrily.
"Dais, No!!!!!!!!!!" I called for her waking from a nightmare. I realised that it was just a nightmare. I was sweating and panting hard. Thank God it was just a Nightmare. But now I couldn't stop thinking about it again and again. It's the afternoon the same day. It's my first day here and nothing is going alright as I wished.
I tried to sleep again but all I could think was Sebastian. I hope he forgives me. I hope he doesn't think I betrayed him. I can't get over and forget what happened a month ago.
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*flashback of one month (before Bella moved at her father's place).
{In her school}-
I was walking with Dais to our Maths Class. Once I was inside the classroom I heard a voice approaching me.
"Hey, Bells I heard you are shifting to your father's place, so is it true?" Asked Oliver.
"I am not sure though. I don't want to go." I answered truthfully.
"So Bella, the most intelligent and smartest student finally decided to leave this school? Good Lord you finally heard my wish. I hated being in second place in the class. I can finally get rid of you now and become topper of our class." Said Rose interrupting mine and Olive's conversation. Oliver was about to reply but I slightly touched his arm to hold him back, telling him not to say anything. Seeing that no one was going to reply, she walked away from us towards her friends circle.
"Calm down Oli, calm down. She won't do anything. She just tries to get on our nerves. Don't get affected by her words." I said calming Oli. I knew if I won't then he would probably start a fight with her.
"I hate her. She was your best friend Bella. You gave her everything you could. And now look at her, she treats you like this. I can't bear anything wrong said about my baby sis." Said Olive.
I chuckled in response. "It's okay Oli, I never hold grudge against anyone. And you better don't get into a fight because of me. It's the last thing on the earth I want to be done by you."
"Ok sis, love ya." Said Oli before concentrating back on our Maths teacher.
"Love you too bro." I said and turn my attention back to our Maths teacher.
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Next day in flashback.
[in School]:-
I was standing in the library finding the perfect book to complete my assignment. Most of the students really don't care about their Academics so the library is always empty. Sometimes I don't even see the librarian.
"Hey Bella." I was greeted with a warm smile.
"Hi Sebastian." I greeted him back returning the gesture. It was just two of us.
"Call me just Seb, Bella." Seb said.
"Oh sorry Sebas...Seb." I corrected myself.
"Don't apologise Bells." He stopped for few sec and then started again. "I hate it when you do that. But I love it at the same time."
"Do what?" I asked.
"I love the way you do play with your hairs, the way you jumble with your hands." He said stepping closer to me.
"And the way you bite your lower lip when you are nervous." He answer. As soon as he said that I realized he wasn't actually kidding.
"Oh, I am sorry I didn't realised doing it." I apologised again. I said slightly blushing.
"Bells, Stop apologising. It's okay. Actually .....I wanted to tell you something." He said hesitating and lifting his gaze to meet mine. His face was red. Wait was he blushing? Oh God he is definitely blushing but why? His eyes were dark brown but the pupils were dilated making his eyes look black. He was looking into my eyes like he was searching for his lost soul.
"Su..Sure, G...Go ahead." Oh God, why my voice is sounding so weak?
"Bells, I heard your conversation with Oliver yesterday. I wasn't eavesdropping but I heard that you are shifting at your father's place. So before it's too late I want to tell you about my feelings." He took my hand into his.
"Bella, ever since I met you I thought you were the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I love the way you help other and motivate others, especially me. You cheered me up when I was down. You never hold any grudge against anyone and that's what makes you perfect." I stood shocked. I never saw this coming.
"You know Bella, when my mother used to talk about you for hours and praising you, I thought you were one of those mean girls. I am sorry to judge you. But you were nothing like them. You were exactly opposite of what I imagined you to be. First time in my life I felt guilty for judging someone, for judging you. You made me question myself that do a perfect person exist? And everytime I ask myself this question, the answer I got is yes, and you are the example of it. I fell in love with you at the very first time I saw you walking in the hallway reading a book. You looked so beautiful. Your brown capitivating eyes, your brown silky hairs, your smile, your pink lips, your crimson red blush, everything drew me closer to you. I was so dumb to realise it up till now that.....I love you. I love you Bella. I really love you. I can't imagine myself without you."
Now I was beyond shock. I blushed at his confession. Why will Sebastian love a girl like me? I have no good looks. Little did I know that Seb had a crush on me but I thought it was a rumour since he was one of the smart, popular and intelligent boys of our school.
He lifted his hand to my cheeks and caresses it. Looking into my eyes. Butterfly started flying and dancing in my stomach. I never felt this before. I like Seb. I do like Seb. He is kindhearted. He respect girls and always helps the people who are in need. He is smart, genius and everything a girl could ask for. I like him not love him. But I am not lucky. I am not ready for a relationship yet. And I don't want to leave him heartbroken by rejecting him.
He stepped forward closing the gap between the two of us. I couldn't breathe as now he is right in front of me waiting for an answer. I was losing myself into his eyes.
"I like you too, Seb. I really do. Bu... But I need time to think. I am really sorry." I said with hesitation. Tears were threatening to fall from my eyes. I was on verge of breaking down.
He lifted his hand and wiped my tears. "I know what you are thinking Bells, it's okay. You are my first love. I just wanted to tell you my feelings before you leave. I don't want any answer. It's okay." He said reassuring me but deep down he was upset. I could see that. I am good at reading emotions.
I could have accepted his proposal but I am leaving in a month. I am not sure though. I don't want to give him a false hope and leave him heartbroken.
End of flashback.
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Present day:-
I am sorry Seb for what I did. I really am.
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Author:-
Hi Sunshine's!!!!
What do you think did she betrayed him?