Silas got his wish as he lay on the same bed as Abigail, stuffing the woman between himself and the wall. Then after everyone was gone, he silently turned toward her and hugged her sideways. Only then did he release the breath he was holding.
Ever since he had met with Abigail for the first time, he started falling for her antics bit by bit. It was a slow process, and by the time he wanted to actually confess his emotions to her face-to-face, she had already died.
How could he f*cking accept this fate?!
He kicked that nurse out and made her suffer such that she wouldn't be able to get another job in the next ten years!
This was actually him being compassionate. That nurse deserved death for what she did to his Abigail.
Of course, his obsession for her was deep, but it went deeper than the experience in that crazy system. He only knew about it, but he didn't think it would be full of holes!