It was right there.
Giovanni found himself right there, back at the scene six years at the place of the accident. He didn't know how he got here, since he had been avoiding this phase of his life.
Since he had been avoiding sleep, since he didn't wasn't to be brought back here by his subconsciousness, but then it seems he had no control over it.
He stood aside, trying to find a way out of this nightmare that has been haunting his mind for years but he found no escape route.
It was as if something was holding him down, holding him from waking up from this bitterful nightmare of his, until his heart beat palpated watching the scene unfold in front of his fidgeting form, again and again.