On the way back home, Seb was lost in his thoughts. He'd never been shy of being selfish in the past. Of putting himself first. He simply called it self love and self protection. Then why was he hesitating this time? Was it because of what had transpired between Emma and Olivia because of him that had caused her to suffer so much or was it his own fear of Olivia looking at him the way she had in the past when she had rejected his confession. Look at him without love?
That was the shocking realisation he had yesterday, which had shaken him to the core. Was he fooling himself and being selfish again masking it as his love for her.. He was fearing that she might hate him for making her suffer so he was running away? It was a sobering thought to have about himself. He'd accused her of always running away and he'd been about to do the same...
