The next day l got discharged from the hospital even though literally l didn't understand a thing they said l was using the translator but it was also hard like l hard to translate everything they said.
But l left the hospital and went back to my hotel room. And then l thought what l was going to do next, first of all l didn't know where to look for him. And if l ask his sister, Ornella.
Her phone wasn't going through so l didn't know where or what to do to find him.
But hey girl, you are strong and l don't give up easily so what l need it's just a good cold weather to cool off my mind so that l don't have to think of what she will possibly do to me. I still can't believe that she had followed me all the way from New York. Gosh she did really want me dead and for only revenge. Isn't what she had done enough. She was hellbent to finish me off whi those to only get revenge.
So l prepared and then headed outside in the park which was covered with snow besides we were even in the winter season and many kids were playing around which made me remember of him even more and miss him like crazy.
I sat on the bench and closed my eyes just to at least relax in for a long time. I was hellbent tired because from all the heart breaking and being in a coma for about a month. And yesterday l was poisoned but l luckily got away from that.
And again l wonder if he is always thinking about like l do if l think about it collectly am crazy over him and l gotta give it to myself l am willing to do anything for him. So that l would be with him even if it meant l would suffer till the end and if l judge in who destroyed or betrayed our relationship it's me he had ran after me but what l did was to turn him down every time he tried to love me so right now am ready to give all what l got to see him and spend my whole life with him.
But again scared what if he had found another one and they are living off in another country and worst they have kids together but that would be first besides it is even possible but it has been since l last saw him and That's what which is killing me to death.
Suddenly l heard someone sat beside me and also stared at the kids who were playing in the snow.
"Don't you miss these times?"the person suddenly said and it somehow clicked. And l turned to look at whom just said those words because his sound sounded somehow familiar. When my eyes caught a sight of him l froze and l swear for a minute my heart l heard my heart beat like crazy and l started to feel crazy hot like l was on the sun.
But absolutely l didn't know how l could describe myself after seeing because it was mixed of emotion, it was him him, Klein. The love of my life.
"Isn't lovely?"he asked smiling lovely.
But for me l was at loss of words my heart just wanted to scream that l love you with all my life but l didn't know how. Because it felt like forever since l last saw him but it was in the worst scenario ever.
"Are...you... for....real..."mumbling those words l pinched my self to make sure that l wasn't dreaming because in these my dreams or l could say my mind is playing games on me everytime. But it didn't hurt.
"Yeah l am, do you think am a ghost. But this season is really the best one because even though it is cold we are still enjoying normaly"he then ended with a warmly smile.
"Klein l missed you so much and l wanted to say sorry for everything l was a moron...a dummy...a fool to leave you. I love you with ally heart....."l wanted to say much but he looked at me confused.
"Umh...am sorry do we know each other?"he asked and it startled me terribly but again l was too confused. Did he really want to forget me that.much that he is playing this games.
"Yeah we know each other don't you remember me ? Am melanie your first....."at that moment l didn't know if l should scream, cry or even hit him to stop pretending because playing this games isn't funny or should l run to go hit myself Infront of a car and stop this horrible dream beacuse it is terrible.
"Am sorry but this is the first time l just saw you. Maybe you have mistook for another person."he said again looking so lost and l couldn't take it right now l didn't even have the tears to cry because of too much crying in these days.
Then l broke l too didn't know how it happened but l forced myself so that could release what was inside me.
He forgote how is that even possible did he really hate after wards that he went to wipe up all of me.
Do you know how it feels when you die bits by bits and you can't find a cure for it. That is how l felt at that moment. I died by every single second which passed by.