It was much too troublesome to tell Sophia that she feels distrustful to let herself sleep peaceful in someone else's house. Even the house with her father and step mother had brought her much more misery than Magnus's castle. She found herself feeling very nauseous and anxious inside someone else's house, sleeping on the bed, if it wasn't a place where she knew Magnus would also be in.
Call it cowardice, her life had been too much in pain that she couldn't care less whether she became a coward from all the loving Magnus poured to her.
Sophia however seemed taken aback, "I see. You really do love the Lord."
Estelle laughed, "Well I do. Why do you look so surprised? Is it surprising that someone like me could be in a relationship with the Lord Himself?"