Beth could tell that she was underdressed, or at least the dress that she had on was too thin for the morning chill. The sunlight felt great on her skin and if she had been at home, she would have worn a jacket to cover the dress. At least until she had gotten to where Rodger was, but then again there was the one guard Deen that she wouldn't mind him seeing her looking sexy.
As Beth walked through town, she noticed that the dress was having the same effect that it had yesterday. She couldn't tell if it mattered that she had removed her panties or not. All it did was remove the lines that formed in the dress, but her daughter Sadie was sure that it was making all the difference. Beth was just thinking that it was just helping to make her feel colder. Not that they would keep her all that warm or give her any protection.
Sadie was sure that it was the look that she wanted even if Beth thought that it was a bit much, but she trusted Sadie.
Beth was glad that the guys at least were not following her yet. She knew if she had to she could have stopped at the butcher's place and got rid of them if she had to, but she didn't want to waste time with that yet. It was bad enough having them all staring at her from a distance. She didn't need them trying to follow her to the prison. Who knows what they would think if they saw a herd of guys following her in there?
As Beth walked in the sunshine, she was glad that it was up. The wind was on the chilly side and the gusts of wind were not doing her any favors, but at least she didn't have to worry about her dress lifting. It was way too tight to have a gust of wind do anything. Other than making her nipples hard she was just glad that the guys were not close enough to see that.
As Beth walked, she remembered that she was supposed to be looking as sexy as she could. So, she started swaying her hips as she walked. She had practiced it some last night but now it was for real. She wanted it to look perfect and natural by the time she reached Rodger. If he was going to remember her, she wanted him wanting her like never before. She wanted him willing to do whatever it took to get out and back to her, and the kids. To never do anything like this again, and change his ways so that he would deserve to be back in their lives.
Beth wanted him back she still loved him and wanted her happy family, but she was seeing that he did not deserve to be in it the way he had been acting. Beth knew that the time that she had been spending alone and having other guys chasing after her was changing her and what she was willing to put up with. With her dressed as sexy as she was there was going to be no other time that she was going to look better or sexier so if he didn't see that she was worth treating her better than she would be better off finding someone else to be with. Or even being alone if she could find a way to take care of the kids.
Beth knew that her happiness meant nothing if she couldn't take care of the kids. She knew that Tommy and Sadie were to the point that they could make it on their own if they had to but that still left Tina, Lina, and Allen whom she had to make sure were taken care of.
Beth saw her reflection in the window, and it was so much different than the one that she had seen in the butcher window just yesterday she no longer saw an old defeated tired mouse of a woman. She saw a powerful woman that could bend the men to her will something that she had never done before but she had seen the women that did. Beth had never thought about being in charge of anything before, but she sees now that she is going to have to step up to make sure that her children don't suffer because she was relying on others to do it.
Beth started swaying her hips as she walked and felt a little silly like she was doing it for someone, but she wanted it to feel natural so that she wasn't self-conscious about it when she was in front of him. Beth wondered what the guard would do this time last time he didn't even allow Rodger to touch her. Beth started to wonder if he made some kind of deal with the guard so that he could touch her this time, or if the plan that he had was that she distracts the guard so that he could slip away.
But that didn't make sense because he was supposed to be released after the trial was over. At least from what he was telling her last time. Beth began to wonder if he had heard something about it that was changing things. She knew that he had some kind of plan that was going to fix everything, but she had no idea what it was, or if it would work. After all, most of his plans usually fell apart before he even had a chance to make them work.
Beth had everything with her walk looking perfectly by the time she reached the prison, and just as she thought, it seemed like every guard that they had was on duty. It was like double or triple the number that she had seen from the day before and she saw that they were whispering about her a lot more than what they had been doing yesterday. As she walked in, and Deen came to her with the same paperwork that he had her sign yesterday. Deen looked at her and saw that she was not carrying a purse or anything. Deen shook his head when he saw that her dress was so skintight that there was no way that she could be hiding anything. He said that they could dispense with the pat down this time.
Beth blushed as she thought about him doing it to her but was a little let down that he was not going to do it this time.
Deen repeated the normal things that he said every time, "You need to stay close, and don't approach the cells without permission. If you get too close, and are harmed it is your own fault."
Beth remembered it from the last time and thought that he must be the one that takes people in to see the prisoners all the time. At least based on the size of him it didn't look like most would try anything. Beth heard him say stay close and she smiled wanting to press up against him again. The feelings that Beth had started getting yesterday were still with her and she couldn't help that they were getting stronger the longer she was around him.
Deen led her through the prison and heard some of the comments that the guards were making on how they had made a deal to do this or that. Having her look so sexy like this was making the rest of the guards who had not seen her before want to get in on it. Deen just shook his head and thought how pathetic most of them were. Beth had a weird smile on her face and Deen thought that either she liked the comments that were being said, or she was not hearing them.
Beth couldn't help to smile as she had drifted off to a place in her mind where the guard was leading her into a private bungalow where they would be having time together. Beth was making sure that her walk was saying take me with every step that she took. She couldn't help herself, but notice how large he was as she entered the prison. She had felt it last time, and this time she wanted to see it as well as rub against it.
As he opened the door going into the block of cells that Rodger and Stan were in, he had her step through first. As he passed her Beth had everything, she could do to not rub against him again. She knew that if she did either he would take her someplace or he would make sure that she couldn't do it again. She didn't want to take the chance of either thing happening till she heard what Rodger wanted.
Deen said, "Your name is Beth, and you are Rodger Smith's wife, correct?"
Beth nodded but at this moment she didn't want to think about being Rodger's wife she just wanted to be a sexy woman.
Deen said, "Well there is another inmate that wants to talk to you, and he said it was important that he talks to you before you see your husband."
Beth looked up at him a little confused. She was unsure who it was, or what they would be wanting. Then she realized that the only one in here that would want to see her would be Stan.
Beth got a horrified look on her face she didn't know if she could face him again after everything that she had heard. But then again when she had met him before he was nothing but nice to her. Rodger was the only one that she had ever heard anything bad about him from and apparently, he had been involved in every wrongdoing that he was saying that Stan was responsible for.
Beth stopped dead in her tracks unsure of what to do or what she wanted to do. Beth knew that Rodger would not want her talking to him. Beth thought about the reasons that he would not want her talking to him and not it was starting to make sense to her that Rodger didn't want her hearing all the bad things that he had been doing.
Beth stood there, she knew that she was going to the trial for them both and would hear everything and there were some things that she wanted to tell Stan.
Beth looked up at Deen and with a look of please help me she said with a voice that was just barely loud enough for him to hear, "Okay I will see him."
Deen could see that her demeanor had totally changed from one of a self-confident strong sexy woman to one that was terrified at what she was going to hear. He could see something else deep down there was still the mama bear that was hidden wanting to get out to protect her young.
Deen hoped that she was sure of what she wanted, but it was up to her and what she wanted to do. He was personally glad that she was taking the chance to talk to him.
Deen took her up to the door and asked, "Are you ready for this?"
Beth looked up at him and thought, out of everything in her life, this was one thing that she had no idea if she would ever be ready for until it was over.
Beth gave him a nod.