I will bridal style carry the second-male lead!

"Ugh...Cecilion...My poor baby...Uhuhuh..." I can't even recall the amount of times I had cried and wept over Cecilion, The second male-lead of a romance fantasy novel, To Become The Empress. I blew my nose, eyes still red. "How is it only him who doesn't have a happy ending...Stupid novel," I relentlessly begin to curse the novel in my head, collapsing onto my bed in frustration. I need sleep, I decided. However, waking up in that same novel I cursed — was not what I decided. If that's so, I should just use this chance to be strong and make Cecilion happy! "Cecil, I—" He runs away. "Hey, C-" He avoided me. I was agitated and couldn't understand why, so I pinned the second male-lead against the wall in the heat of my anger. But why is he blushing? The novel only mentioned his loyalty and secret pining, not how unexpectedly shy he is...