She saw the relationship between two couple, she admired them.
Before, she had never known what it felt to love someone. When they all entered her world, she began to feel overwhelmed by the complexity of her emotions, struggling to distinguish between the love of a romantic partner, the bond of family, and the camaraderie of friends.
In the end, she hypocritically accepted many people and naively thought that they were all happy to love her together. How ridiculous of her!
They all cherished her dearly because they couldn't afford to lose her. Yet, she couldn't help but wonder: could she truly accept it if her men loved other women while they were with her?
The answer was no, she realized. She couldn't bear the thought of them having another person's heart beating alongside hers, let alone having skin relationship with others. If they were going to love her, she wanted it to be exclusive, without any reservations or divided allegiances.
