After that when it was over the guest greeted the wedding ceremony. Finally finished the event which was so luxurious and it felt very tired even though it was only sitting standing but for how many hours I don't know it made the body feel very tired. Oh this is what the name of the wedding event is really tired.
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I live alone at home whatever I do alone until finally I don't know how else to get money. Mas Bram didn't even give me any money. I was worried about this. I tried to find a job and finally I left my son at the orphanage so that I could work and earn money. I tried even harder until I finally got a job that made my heart happy about it. But what I must know is that it is so hard to leave my child at the orphanage even though there is a recommendation to leave the child whose name is the soul of a mother, a mother's nostalgia never fades from her. It feels so tired to take care of the house while working like this but I have to do what else to get to where my wishes are realized for everything I want.
After a few years I struggled alone. I got news from mas bram's neighbor that his wife was already eyeing his property. Until mas bram at that time went bankrupt. I who heard it was also sad at that time. It's more like a pity to hear it. I didn't believe in it because I saw that his wedding was more luxurious than I used to be with him. But my guess was wrong that a luxurious marriage is not necessarily happy forever, it turns out that it is only according to the person who runs it.
"jeng... I don't know, my ex-husband really feels sorry for me, I heard from a neighbor too, he said that his wife now likes to beg so much that she doesn't think about what she spends on, there is no savings or anything, her face is just thin and dry, like she is not taken care of, I feel sorry for her, his wife also seems to be like that unlike her jeng, when she was with her jeng, she was fine, so I think it's like that, "said the neighbor.
"Why do jeng think like that, it's impossible for the wife now to be like that, don't tell me if it's not originally like that, mom, it's not good," she replied.
"It's not like that jeng, it's really like that, yes, the neighbors also said that they heard them fighting, it's not good if the neighbors hear it, they must know the neighbors to spread it," she said.
"That's okay, mom, I feel bad if I hear that, too, later if I can go there to see how it's going" she replied.
"Do you want to go back to your ex-husband?"
"Huh? Who wants to go back again astaghfirullah no lah ma'am it's enough for me and my child, I don't want to go back again, thank you" she replied.
"yasukurlah jeng if the answer is so why go back again, it's useless, the name is already divorced, why does it just become a problem again" he said.
"Yes, I don't think that way, but for sure I won't go back, ma'am" he replied.
"Yes, it's true then ma'am"
Then the neighbor seemed to be continuing her housework again because she left and entered the house at that time.
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"Mr. Bram, I need some money" she said.
"I already gave you money yesterday and it's still not enough" he replied.
"Yes, it's not enough for others too, I want to buy clothes."
"Buy more clothes? There are already a lot of clothes, why buy more yesterday, you already bought clothes" he replied.
"Yes, I want it now, anyway, the model is also new, so what's the matter, if I agree again, you will also be happy if I look beautiful, am I wrong if I say this to you?"
"That's not how I know that looking beautiful is for you, you don't have to buy it, and you also manage the finances, do you have savings too?" said Bram.
In my heart I also said that this person is really stingy, doesn't usually talk like that, ah I really don't know what to say, it seems like a basic stingy person.
"I'm already using the show to say whether there is savings or not, just calm down," he replied.
"yes, thank goodness if that's the case, so you don't always give it all the time, it just means that if you have it, you give it if you don't have it, what else can you do, don't be too pushy like that, you know yourself, we have to be smart in managing finances" said mas bram at that time.
His wife was silent with a sullen face when she knew the answer from Mas Bram himself.
"Why again? I've explained everything, we have to be able to manage finances, don't spend too much," said mas bram.
"It's not like that, who is also on a spree, I'm not like that," she replied.
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"Wait. Wait, don't come out, I won't let you come out, so why do you come out if you want to come out with me, not with others?" he said.
It's so hard to be married to mas bram. Indeed, he has a lot of wealth but this is always not allowed, what is the money for if this is like this, I'd better just take the money, the stress continues if this is like this.
Indeed, according to mas bram, he is different from the wife who divorced him at that time. Very different. When the first wife was very happy to cook for me and she saved a lot of money but she still continued to save money. Unlike the current wife, she often nags and often asks me for money. Obviously I don't give it because yesterday's money alone feels fulfilled enough.
For several years I have been married to him, I don't think there is a sense of happiness with him because he often fights and it even feels different from his previous wife, I am clearly wrong to him because I am wrong, I am sure of my mistake in preferring my girlfriend to my own wife. So heavy are the trials that came to me then what is the fate of my ex-wife is she remarried or not at all.I miss you, yes, it's been a long time since I met my wife and my son too. The longing is really the longing that occurs in my heart feels very deep. It doesn't feel like this heart is holding back that longing. How are you doing over there?
The longing is very, very strong. Even when night falls I think about it so much. How is it possible that at nightfall I, my wife and my son often gather at this time of night. In this solitude I don't think I can linger from there now that I don't have any offspring. Even her character is very different from my former wife who was gentle. I've been married for a long time but I haven't had any offspring yet, so sad.
"Have you missed your period yet?" she said.
"No mas if I'm late I'll definitely let you know, why are you asking this so soon?" he replied.
"It's not that I'm just asking so soon? We've been married for a long time but you still don't have offspring how come why don't you ask your friends how to quickly have one," said mas bram.
"Stop saying that, anyway I also don't know why you don't have one yet, it's not my fault either, it's already fate, why do you make such a big deal about it?".