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Chapter 146 - Volume Hundred and Forty Two

There he was again simply trying to explain to me what had happened. Like I didn't go through the same experience, what kind of Kingdom is this?. For some reason is seems rather familiar to me. " Darkouls I know you can see me. What happened to me?, I tried of nothing know how to control it. Also do we know where we are at?, those words echoed through the dark place. Well at least I can get some rest it's not like I need it. I'm hoping that I never see Darkouls again, it may seem very selfish of me. He reminds me of those days. The ones I want to forget, yet it clings to me. Why must I have to be made wrong?, I never wanted this. I don't want to hurt anyone, of anything. I just want to exist. Maybe I'm asking too much, or could I be asking for something that can never be achieved. While laying in a pitch of darkness. The one who had been with me the whole time spoke, " I can't answer that. I wish I could do more for you, a normal life would be great for you. Being able to have a family, or sleep without experiencing your past mistakes. I've been suppressing those nightmares for so long. I want to rest up, that is the one thing I want. Rather than you being able to live a peaceful life, I rather see a one were you don't need me. I'm sorry kid. I love you more than anything, Hell I've been through everything with you, one day you won't hear from me. I'm hoping sooner than later to be honest with you, I can't just simply surpress these emotions any longer. I know if I don't do that. Then you will no longer be able to live, what I can do is help you find someone to make your life a little bit easier. Cause when I'm gone that's it kid. How about we make a promise between each other?, if I can help with your emotions. Then you can find the answers that you've been searching for all this time. I could care less about eh other sfor right now, I know it sounds harsh. I've accepted the fact that maybe they are all dead. I have to let go sometime right. It's not good for me to hold on anymore, this person. This woman, maybe she can help me grow. Make me become something I want to become, Darkouls came fourth out of the darkness. Just walking past me again. Why isn't he paying me any type of attention?, after all we been through. How dare he avoid me?, especially in my time of need. Why did the road leading to Nord gave me past memories?!. " Darkouls please answer me. Do you know where we are at?, have we been here before!?. Or I'm finally breaking down for the inside. I want to know the answer to this, can you maybe sense the others. Cause I'm all over the place.is it my best option just to stay calm until you figure out what is this place.". He pulled out the bed where I had layed my head down plenty of times while the doctor had done her experiments. Sat down burying his head into his head, tears began to fell." Kid!. I don't fucking know. You hear me, I think I don't want to know the unknown. I wished I could answer all the questions you have for me, but I just don't. For know on your going to be on your own. I'm tired, for the past seventeen years I've been holding in this pain for you. I'm done doing that, maybe this woman by your side can give the companionship I've never could. Don't hate me kid!, I'm just tired of your past constantly haunting me. You know how many times I've heard your screams,since the age of five. Your are know nineteen, I heard screams even when you sleep I've heard them. So I'm just going to rest up until I have the mental strength to aid you. Remember this you must never use your name given to you by those freaks. I have a weird suspicion that these people may know you!.". He vanished before I could challenged him. What does he mean by that?, how dare he say that he is tired!,I want answers I guess for right now. I don't have much for a choice, the woman by my side is the only Allie I have right now. I want to trust Jim. I just can't trust him, he could be working for those people. I hear voices again, this time it isn't the guards. It's two women talking about me. " How is he doing miss Anna?. " Look it's a miracle he made it this far. I can't fully explain to you. So I'll just keep it short any sweet, what you think you can do upon a human, it had been done unto him. Yes. I mean everything. It's very surprising that you can see all that had happened to him. Another thing is that his bruises are still, that just doesn't add up. They are all on the end stages of recovery. So that means the bruises on his shoulders, back,calfs,ankle,thigh,right cheek, left hip. All these injuries happened exactly at the same time, unless who ever this gentleman had gotten into a fight was pink point accurate. Fast a lighting. That would not happen. Also take a look at this, you see the mark on his chest. That's not a tattoo, the burn marks. Tattoos don't leave burn marks. Maybe these individual is actually". I woke up covering my left pec, I can't believe I let the truth be revealed. After I had promised Darkouls that I stay low. I have to run away from this place. Before I could reach the door, doctor's voice was surprisingly ecstatic. " Your Five!".